just keep moving on

2010-04-25T22:21:00.001+08:00

HI THERE.

Just a random idea of blogging since i'm gonna update Ivan's link~

HAHAHA IVAN HAS A TUMBLR WOW OH WOW:)

Anyway i'm currently craving for ice creams and ecstasy muahahahah :D

Which means i'm having a distracting moment because I DIDN'T STUDY TODAY! :(

It's only 1/3 of the battle of mugging and here i am slacking around~

sigh sigh...

awhwell.
OH WELL.
I'M SUPPOSED TO DEDICATE A POST TO MY DARLING DEAR KOR.
HI BRIAN CHIA.
THIS IS FOR YOU.
:P
HAHA OKAY I AMS LAMES.
LALALALALA
SEE I LOVE YOU SO MUCH SIAH
SO YOU BETTER NOT EMO
OR I X20 BWAHAHAHAHAHAS.
:)

I'M GOING TO EAT MY MAN GOOSE NOW BWAIIIHHHS:)

2010-03-09T22:37:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA OBVIOUSLY REBECCA KWANG IS VERY BORED. (:

Today nothing much happen I guess,

just that Physics Performance Task was VERY FAIL.

And urmmm got back more papers~

I PASSED E MATHS!

MUAHAHAHAHA! >:D

Idk why I should laugh menaciously. :P

AWH WELL.

I LOST A LOT OF CARELESS MARKS FOR A MATH AGAIN! T.T

*sniff sniff sniff*

aughhhh.

6 marks siah!

6 FREAKING MARKS!

Nvm i guess 30/40 is still okay? .__.

Hcl 29/50 HAHAHA at least I passed. :D

Gwen, Brian and I got the same marks,

and I told Justin to get 29 as well so we whole row same. :D

Then he come big-mouth say "I get 35 how?"

And in the end?

He freaking got 35/50. -.-

AUGHHHH.

Like that siah you, thanks uhh. :(

Then the Poon didn't even photocopy my essay still go keep it. -.-

Funfair uhh LOL nvm 22/30 still makes me a happy girl. :)

Then urmmm Physics cmi as usual. .__.

28/50 only BOOOOOO.

OKAY THAT'S ALL I KNOW.

SS coming back tomorrow (screw LORMS)

Chemistry and Geography (SCREW LORMS AGAIN!) flying back on Thursday.

History (AHHH LORMMMMMS D:) on Friday! ><

Okay whatever IDC! :D

Until I get back my papers lah.

WAKA.

Okay bye world. ^^

2010-03-07T23:14:00.003+08:00

BACK FROM ~~COHORT~~ MAKE A DIFFERENCE CAMP IN BATAM!

But sigh..

I miss batam super truckyfreakyloads! :(

Okay before you have any idea why i dreaded singapore now, let's have a look at all the awesome stuffs i did! XD

Day 1

Reached school before 7am (coz they said so) then took bus to Harbourfront Centre the Ferry Terminal.

Brian & Justin were laughing at those people who had to sing the national anthem and pledge coz we didn't had to do it for 4 days LOL.

Anyway we left earlier than the bintan group because the whole process of having to go from sg to batam was seriously long like first we had to go all the way to Harbourfront then go through lots of checkpoints then still have to wait for the ferry to arrive then even when we had to wait until everyone was on board then the journey was a freaking 1h thing i guess.

Hehehe actually it was kinda cool coz the whole thing was shaky but i felt like falling down anyway and I didn't realise the ferry had already taken off until I looked out of the window HAHAHA.

After that went to the Immigration place and headed to Harris Resort! :D

Left our bags&luggages at the lobby and gathered in the conference room first coz we couldn't check in first.

After that we had this welcome drink ceremony thing (see above :D) AND IT WAS REALLY NICE. :D

Went down to the cafe there for lunch then we headed to An Noor Orphanage (for my class) to view the situation there and decide on where we can improve the place. (:

It was kinda depressing coz like the conditions there was kinda bad and the weather was so freaking hot and their room was so stuffy.

But the kids are soooo cute! Especially the 10-months-old baby. :P

After that the guys started ploughing the area for the garden just outside the mosque while the girls started sweeping the playing area.

Luckily we didn't have to go to a hardware shop to buy stuffs coz we can just order the materials and they will send it over. :)

Went back to hotel to bathe but our room cards have problem so Aisyah went down to lobby to check.

Kinda sad that our was all the way at the end but it's alright coz it's so far behind no one would go check up on us de. >:)

Went down for dinner and had presentation & personal recount in the conference room before we retire back to our rooms which is to party duh hahaha.

I LOVE RITTERSPORT CHOCOLATE WITH CORNFLAKES. :D

That was Aisyah's night to treat us. ^^

Gwen came over the sleep with us and had htht but i got interrupted by fei coz he rung my room doorbell and got bo to talk with me LOL.

After that shared the sofa bed with Gwen then Erlia and Aisyah took the 2 other beds.

Day 2

Erlia's turn to treat us. XD

Woke up a lot of times and when i finally woke up at the right time (sort of) I saw Aisyah opening the curtains and it was already daybreak.

And I got a shock coz I thought it was already 7am (according to singapore lah) then Erlia told us it was only 6.20am. .__.

Coz I forgot that Indo is 1h later than S'pore (COZ OF GEOG'S INTERNATIONAL DATE LINE AND SOMETHING TO DO WITH PHYSICS ACCORDING TO MRS QUEK SINCE SHE TOLD US AND ASKED US IF WE FELT TREMENDOUS WHEN WE COULD 'GAIN' 1H BACK XD).

And after all that shock we couldn't get back to sleep so might as well get ready for the day.

Aisyah went to have her hot tub and we watched cartoons.

And idk why i was sooooo hyper coz i could get to watch cartoons early in the morning i kept screaming and singing like an idiot.

Hehehe sorry that you girls had to tahan my craziness. XP

Went down for breakfast at the Trendy Wing LOL then headed off to An Noor.

Hit my head on the door frame when I got off the bus. ><

And to think I laughed at Justin for hitting his head the day before. .__.

Continued working on the garden area when we reached there until the truck came with the materials.

The girls started mixing the cement and sand while the guys dug up holes to put the metal poles for the net.

I just wished I had those cranes or mixing machine or something so we don't have to do everything manually.

The mixing part was so freaking tidious not only do we have to mix 70 scoops of sand with 1-2 bags of cement we still have to do remove other random stuffs in the mixture simultaneously under the hot sun while bending down till my backbone can break anytime. .__.

And i had blisters as well. .__.

But it's alright I prefered labour to life in singapore OMG 100times more!

After that had packed lunch before continuing with our work.

The guys finished cutting metal poles and fixing them so they came over to help.

And we finally made a hole to fill water in! ^^

We wanted to try to mix together until Joni came and told us to stand back and watch the pro do their job. :P

And the way they did it was like how the people did with the ice cream at ICE CREAM CHEF! O:

And somehow part of the mixture wobbled like jelly when they mixed it.

Okay it DOESN'T MEAN THAT I WANT TO EAT THEM HORHH BRIAN CHIA. :D

After that the people came to do the brick layer-ing thing and we could slack so that means we went up to the provision shop uphill to buy drinks. :P

But kinda sad coz like we really really wanna help out with everything there but they went to do the layering and stuff so ya but after the first layer was done the girls decided to do the second one OURSELVES. :)

The most difficult thing was that we had to do it super fast coz once the cement is not very wet and soft already it'll be like very uneven and got a lot of cracks when you apply on the bricks.

Hahaha it's like putting cream on the cake like that lah. :P

Gwen and I tried to cover the corners so many times and when we finally did it we hi-fived with our palms first then with our tools! ^^

After that we had to leave already but the girls are soo hardworking (as usual) that everyone kept rushing us to stop work. :P

Realised how painful my back and legs were the moment i sat down in the bus.><

Slept on the way back and legs were a bit better.

Hahaha so much work done and all the fatigue i got on a special day~

Went up to bathe then had dinner then debrief blah everything and discussed with class on what performance to put up on the last night.

Finally Mateen had such a great idea we were so freaking thankful of him for being able to get back to sleep in our rooms.

No htht coz Erlia and Aisyah were so freaking tired already so Gwen and I watched Wizards of Waverly Place & Hannah Montana while i talked on the phone again. :P

After that went to sleep.

Day 3

My turn to treat!

Hahaha squandered quite a lot. ><

Woke up at 6.50am which is quite late then went down quite late for breakfast.

Took all the stuff like toothbrushes and toothpaste and shampoo+conditioner so we could give to the orphans. :D

After that we set off last to An Noor and we were quite sad because that was the last time we could see all the children! ><

Headed to a nursery first to get some plants for the garden but some of us slacked in the bus instead. :P

First thing when I reached An Noor was to check our 'masterpiece' at the garden. :D

But kinda disappointed because the cement wasn't very strong and there were already rubbles and cracks everywhere. :(

So we couldn't step on it while we took out huge rocks less we destroyed it. ><

Plus there wasn't anymore cement to cover up those cracks so we had to take extra care.

Scooped out all the sand piling at the wall of the mosque and found out that ALL the big rocks were hiding inside. -.-

After that Justin poured fertiliser inside and we poured sand in as well to mix together.

Mr Tan came to help as well HAHAHAHA.

Settled the plants into the garden area and removed the black plastic bags covering around the plants.

But some of the plants are kinda big so it's hard to remove the bags.

Even Shireen, Aisyah and I couldn't took it out, and Mr. Tan used the tools to make a hole then pulled it out. LOL.

After that we made holes to bury the plants in and covered it around with soil.

Then Brian smashed bricks to put around the plants (idk why) and watered it while some of us spammed more fertiliser around the plants. :D

Then alas gardening was done!

Hahaha. Gardening is rather a taxing job uhh.

But it was all worth it coz we're doing all these for the others. ^^

SUPER BIG SENSE OF ACCOMPLISHMENT.

After that slacked slacked around and some asked the people there if there's any nursery rhyme they always sing there.

The song is 'My Garden' and i think the lyrics goes like this :

Lihat kebunku, penuh dengah bunga

Ada yang putih, dan ada yang merah

Setiap hari, kursiram semua

Mawar Melati, semuanyah indah

Sorry I forgot the english translation. ><

After that packed lunches came and then we played played with the orphans. :D

Then we like STALKED Faruq and Alfadri around and they were super cute in the provision shop!

At first we were like sprinkling water to them then the 2 boys started using those inflated weapons to fight with each other and they sprawled on the toy cars and fought!

Super cute maaanxxx XOXO.

AND AND AND AND I MADE ANOTHER FRIEND WOOOYEAH~!

Okay lah not really friend friend lah but NANI WAS DUPER DUDER FREAKING OMFG SUPERMANLY CUTE!

Coz at first we played ball with Eka, then Gwen came to write her name on the sand and I told her to draw a heart shape over it <3 then Eka saw it and destroyed it with the ball! ><

Ahhahaha nvm lah she's still cute lehh :D

After that Eka introduced us to NANI :D and Nani was I SWEAR TO GOD AND HEAVEN shy!

While Nani led the others to CLIMB TREES LIKE OMG! , IDK HOW BUT YA I DID IT WOOYEAH 3 CHEERS HI 5S FOR ME YO! I gave her a stick to draw on the sand then after that I SOMEHOW BUT YA I DID IT WAKAKAKAKA taught her how to play tic-tac-toe with the AWESOME help from my 2 laopos wooyeah we rock \m/ ANYWAY Nani decided to play the 7x7 style ttt which is AWESOME SEE SHE'S SO BRILLIANT SHE PICKS THINGS UP FAST! Then I taught Eka & Nani some basic handshakes SEE ANOTHER TREMENDOUS SENSE OF ACCOMPLISHMENT! and we kept doing it until we had to go AWWWW:( then Erlia, Sharlyn, Jocelyn and I taught her how to write numbers BUT SHE ALREADY KNOW COZ SHE'S SMART YEAH SHE KNOWS ALL OF THEM FROM 1-100! AWESOMEY! And Nani taught us some names of the orphans there :D awhhhh~!

SEE WE TAUGHT EACH OTHER THINGS AND MADE A DIFFERENCEEEEE!

Okay then after that it was time to gooo how freaking crap is that i wanna throw explosive pies at the tires so we can stay longer >:]

Then said byebye and the children said they'll miss us like OMG!!! SUPER CUTE AND SAD SIAH!

Then i hug hug Eka and Nani and ONE LAST SUPER DUPER HANDSHAKE then ta-ta :(

Then the guy came to our bus with FARUQ AND ALFADRI!! to say FINAL BYEBYES to us and FARUQ CRIED OMG HEARTBREAK TTM! then I wanna cry as well :'(

AND THEN JOCELYN TEARED UP FIRST then I teared up when I was sleeping coz I felt tears around my eyes. ><

GOSH GOSH GOSH GOSH GOSH.

SEE I LOVE CHILDREN SO MUCH AFTER I WENT TO THE ORPHANAGEEEEE!

After that went to Nongsa Resort LIKE WTFFFFOMFFFFGEEGEEGEEGEEGEEE!!!

I THINK THEY WERE OUT TO MAKE US JEALOUS. >:[

The place there was like super super super duper uper luper buper POSH AND HIGH CLASS! 8O

AND IT WAS LIKE A WHITE HOUSE SIAH! ALL WHITE WHITE DE.

I wonder how they can keep it up with the cleanliness. .__.

THEN THEN THEN IT FACES THE BEACH WITH LOTS OF YACHTS OMG!

After that we waited for the mini buses to come fetch us to Kampong.

Kampong = MORE CHILDREN = MAKE ME MORE SAD!

When we reached there Erlia kept pointing "MONKEY MONKEY" and we were like "where?" but she was too busy making fun of Gwen she didn't tell us exactly where. .__.

After that the door opened and Mr. Arief got FREAKED OUT by this little kid that screamed non-stop and someone thought that kid was a monkey! O:

LOL LOL LOL.

After that we arrived with 3G and we went to this assembly place to watch the dance performance.

AND ERLIA GOT PICKED OUT TO DANCE HAHAHA!

Not bad not bad uhh can dance so well. ^^

After that we walked walked around the kampong and we were like SUPER ENVIOUS OF THE PEOPLE OKAY we all wanted to stay there like 1 week try try. XD

Then we watched another dance performance then headed to some place to BUY KEROPOK!

WOOYEAHHH.

MAD SPAMMAGE SIAH.

Everyone kept trying on the samples and munch munch munch!

Then I bought 3 packs. :D

And helped others bought that's why my bag so huge not like Erlia's she bought all for herself de. XD

Then my VERY FULL OF NONSENSE laopo go try on some random snack and IT WAS NOT EVEN COOKED! O:

Tsk tsk see anything then put inside mouth. :P

THEN JONI SAW ME AND ERLIA'S BAG AND SAID WE ARE OBASAN. -.-

Then idk why he said Erlia mamasan lah no link siah he. .__.

After that I started going hyper again HEHEHE.

back to the hotel.

Bathed, had dinner, then went to conference room to prepare for our performance. :)

At first kinda boring coz we were all struggling to learn the song and then had to memorise it, WHICH WAS KINDA FAIL AHEM AHEM.

And I CANNOT BELIEVED I KEPT SAYING PENUNGU INSTEAD OF KEBUNKU.

And Erlia told me the meaning of the word I kept saying. .__.

AND OFC I GOT FREAKED OUT LAH!

Like HELLO I said some word I don't even know and the meaning was so spooky! ><

Anyway after that the guys came in and we told the guys in our group about the song that they had to learn.

Then ZH kept wanting to do their lovely DOODAH thing so we decided to do that song first then do the malay one.

Then the guys were SO PREOCCUPIED on how we should perform the DOODAH thingy we kept laughing like idiots when CJ and Ben did all the nonsensical (AHEM AHEM JOCELYN) stuff coz they kept waving their arms AND THEY WERE SERIOUSLY SPASTIC JOKERS.

And I lost my voice in the process of having to shout coz everyone was making so much noises but IT'S ALRIGHT I LOVE IT WHEN WE BOND LIKE THIS HAHAHAHA but partly bonding only lah kinda sad though. ><

Then we practised on how we are gonna present it and we kept laughing and had a lot of NGs and finally when we did it it was kinda dumb and we were about to try for the second time until the 3C people opened the doors and everyone came in and we were like "OH CRAP NOW WE REGRET DOING IT." HAHAHA.

After that I had TONNES OF BUTTERFLIES FLUTTERING IN MY STOMACH coz i knew our performance was going to be a real spastic one.

But nvm kinda enjoyed it even though it lasted LESS THAN 3 MIN. And we were still dragging time siah!

And most of the classes sang "We Are The World" by Michael Jackson coz IT MADE LOTS OF SENSE WHEN WE HELPED OUT AT THE ORPHANAGE WOOYEAH SEE WE ROCK COZ WE MADE A HUGE DIFFERENCE TO THE DARLINGS THERE. :D

Then Mr. Tan gave his emotional but SUPER DRAGGY speech; emotional because I felt like crying when he mentioned about the orphanage and so proud when he said WE ARE AWESOMEYYYY WHEN WE HELPED OUT, draggy because HE TALKED ALL THE FREAKING WAY UNTIL 9.20PM ><

PLUS STILL HAD REFLECTIONS AUGHHH AND BY THE TIME EVERYTHING WAS DONE IT WAS ALREADY 10PM OMFGGGG.

So sad right?

Cannot party party as in people cannot come in. :(

Anyway went down with Aisyah to buy instant noodles then had a little party then HTHT!

WOOYEAH.

But this time it wasn't BGR lurhh more of a bitching session. ><

Then after that Aisyah buay tahan already went to sleep then Gwen, Erlia and I continued talking like non-stop even when we're brushing and still continued on the 2 joined beds and when Gwen and I lied down Erlia scolded us to sit up or else will surely sleep one cannot talk liao HOHO.

After that we were like seriously tired lurhh it was already 1AM and then we lied down and NIGHTS NIGHTS. :)

Day 4

Woke up at urmmm what time uhh forgot hahaha 6.20AM again I guess?

Started washing up packing everything until like 7.20AM like that then took everything and went down to check out first.

After that had breakfast and then went up to conference room, hugged hugged the FDC people and headed off to Nongsa!

WE WENT TO THE BEACH AND YOU KNOW SOMETHING ABOUT THE BEACH IT WAS SO MUCH 103890523753 TIMES CLEANER THAN SINGAPORE OMFG THE WATER FREAKING CLEAR SAND SUPER SOFT AND WHITE!

Then Erlia and I started picking seashells HEHEHE. :D

NOT DEPRIVED CHILDHOOD OKAY! THE SEASHELLS WERE SERIOUSLY PRETTAYYYE. :D

After that all the girls played tug-o-war which was SUPER FUN but I had rope burn and I kept falling into the sand and then we walked around barefooted and played this game where 3 people stand on 2 pieces of wood like skiing those kind then raceeeee.

And I kena cut by the strap. :(

After that we went down to the water AND THE CORALS WERE SUPER NICE I TOOK ONE HOME!!! XD

After that group photo but kinda sad coz my 2 laopo not with us. :(

Went to the washing area in the resort then ran up to the bus headed to the PAINTBALL PLACE WOOOHOOO!

It was like in the middle of the jungle and SUPER FUN! ;D

At first we had to solve all the weird weird alphabet puzzles which you have to think REALLY REALLY LAME and obviously the other group won coz CJ AND ALWYN WAS IN THERE!

Super crazy people with random brains that's why.

And what's more we were super distracted by the GIGANTIC BLACK HORNETS FLYING AROUND but Joni was SUPER PRO LIKE IMBA MASKMAN coz he used the paintball gun to shoot down the hornets. O:

And my armour WAS MORE LIKE SOME PYJAMA SIAH! O:

BUT STILL SO WHAT IF THEY HAD 5 EXTRA AMMO OUR GROUP STILL WON COZ GOT PRO TEAMWORK AND COOPERATION WITH GUYS : BRIAN, JUSTIN, WENG TUCK & ZHI HONG / GIRLS : GWEN, ERLIA, AISYAH & ME

Like the girls gave some ammo and the guys super freaking hardcore run here run there slide here slide there then Justin crawl crawl really like military siah. O:

Then I happened to look down and saw 1 unused ammo HAHAHA!

After that I tried to shoot people down but THE STUPID TREES BLOCK AND THEN SOME IDIOTS KEPT COMING TO OUR SIDE AND WE HAD TO GUARD FROM 2 SIDES VERY HARD SIAH!

But we did it! 8)

But the dumbest thing was that my GUN COULDN'T WORK so I had to stand up and WALKED to the guy and tell him but some idiot go shoot my finger FREAKING pain and my orangepaint-soaked finger go touch touch the gun SUPER OILY OMG GROSS GROSS then when I go clean my fingers I realised I was bleeding. O:

LIKE SUPER COOL SIAH 2 HOLES LIKE SOME VAMPIRE OR SNAKE BIT ME

I went to tell my parents that I got bitten by a snake. XD

hehehe.

After that went to a seafood restaurant for lunch and THE FOOD WAS SUPER FREAKING NICE NICE NICE!

Hahaha no one dared eat the Gong gong so I bo pian had to eat a lot even though it looked kinda gross but it tasted like squid. :P

Then Shireen and I were complaining that the only flaw they served was the freaking coconut drink coz it was SUPER BLAND RARRRR.

After that everyone was so afraid of the seafood eyes HAAHAH like HELLO THEY ARE DEAD THEY WON'T FLY UP TO YOUR FACE OR SOMETHING hahaha silly:P

After that changed to cohort camp tee and went to MEGAMALL WOOYEAH.

But kinda boring coz dunno what to buy then in the end bought ice cream BUT I SHOULD'VE BOUGHT THE CREPE RARXX and CARAMELITE! XD

After that headed to the Ferry Terminal and the water was SUPER CHOPPY I had seasick. :(

And sorry guys I kinda freaked you all out. ><

Then took 30 home~

SO SAD RIGHT?

RARRRS I MISSED BATAM.

NOT ONLY ME.

MY COUSIN, AND MANY OTHERS MISSED BATAM AS WELL HEHEHEE.

But one thing I'm sure is that,

I WILL NOT MISS JUSTIN'S SLAPPING. :/

Secondary 3'10 cohort camp BATAM BATCH♥ FTW FTW FTW! :D

Final camp kinda sad siah. :(

2010-02-26T23:31:00.000+08:00

COMMON TESTS ARE FINALLY OVER!

Which means I can get my dear com back HAHA. :D

But what's paradoxal is that NOW CTs ARE OVER, I HAVE NOTHING FREAKING TO DO!

And come to think that few nights ago I was rushing through time mugging~ ><

Augh.

Haha nvm. :D

BUT I STILL HAVE THE MOOD TO MUG OMG!

Planning to do LON for History & Earthquakes for Pure Geog during the weekends!

Maybe it's because of LORMS (Sher's frenemy and probably mine as well><) that I DIDN'T FINISH MY PAPER ON TIME! :(

So I guess I should jot down notes earlier and my hands won't be freaking pain just from spam writing them><

Awh well. .__.

WHO CARES ABOUT CTs NOW?

My priority is BATAM BATAM BATAM! XDXD

At first I was kind of pissed that the classes switched places but IT'S ALRIGHT C,E,G,H,J CLASSES WILL SO FREAKING HAVE A TIME OF THEIR LIVES AT HARRIS RESORT!

Even my cousin said that it was super fun. :D

Yay~! I can't wait omg!

The itinerary IS AWESOME!

Hehehe my priority is to get everything ready for camp!

Even Justin is halfway through already! Omg enthu freak. -.-

Alright, I'm not going to elaborate about CTs since now it's freaking over and who would go bring it up? o.O

Overall...

SCREWED

EVERYTHING

UP.

YES,

EVERY

PAPER.

Hahaha OBVIOUSLY I SCREWED EVERYTHING UP!

Or else I could score full marks uhh. :D

Ya simple logic. XD

Okay *yawns* have to go catch up with my sleep already~

IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I HAD A GOOD REST!

Even my mum's making a big fuss on how CTs affected me. o.O

Hahaha good night world~!

I will feed you all strawberries the next time. :D

2010-02-14T22:21:00.000+08:00

Happy St. Valentine's day + CNY everyone~!

Yes I'm referring to EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU OUT THERE, be it attached or single.

Haha hey Valentine's day is also meant for friendship right?

Who say friends can't celebrate with friends?

But i guess this year's ain't that amorous at all .__.

Cause it clashes with CNY and most of the shops are closed!

And then not a lot of people will go out,

PLUS THE WEATHER IS MURDEROUS OMFG.

So it's quite an anti-climax yeah? :/

Hahhaa never mind but I bet you guys had fun celebrating CNY today yeah?

CAUSE I DID NOT. ABSOLUTE DID NOT. :(

BECAUSE OF THE WEATHER + HOMEWORK MAJORLY AND MY COUGH + FLU.

Then i guess every other things that adds up makes it worse. :(

Augh whatever...

I'm so fucking tired now but I'm still not at home probably till past 12.

How great.

Oh well bye world~

2010-02-11T17:37:00.002+08:00

I FREAKING SCREWED UP EVERY SINGLE PAPER!!!!

Sian... :(

I might as well don't go for common tests and get 0 for everything. ><

TOTALLY NO MOOD FOR CNY.

5-day holiday? More like 5 days worth of homework! ><

Oh rarr.

I'll scream like a tiger. .__.

Today's detention was okay.

I went with Nadia, Wilson and Ian to clean up the audi and some of the band people were there.

The rest go clean classroom or something.

Then the other group went to help out Mr. Tkh? Haha.

Okay that's all for today byesss~

2010-02-08T20:21:00.001+08:00

A NEW BUSY WEEK!

But looking forward to friday~ ^^ (those who know shhhhh....)

Today was okay because I ONLY WANTED TO SLEEP DURING THE A MATH MAKE-UP LECTURE.

YOU KNOW WHY?

Because....

I HAD ONE OF THOSE FREAKING RARE AND RANDOM HYPER MOOD TODAY! XD

I normally want to doze off in physics (because i don't understand a single crap),

but today i was laughing at Dylan and Daneesh. :P

DIMINISHED! AND THE 2-HEADED FREAK. XP

Then all the way till CE I was making weird noises and laughing for no reason. :B

Mdm. Halilah was rushing through A Math so I didn't knew E Math test was straightaway so I was halfway stuck in A Math world~

The test was a bit BETTER than A Math but still I screwed up (duh) and I gave up and had too much time left,

I went to sleep.

Had PW briefing after that.

AND IDW GO PW LAH SHERLYNN ONG QIAN YI! ><

IDW KENA TORTURED LIKE LAST YEAR AGAIN!

Haha okay fine i see how first okay? ^^

2010-02-04T21:14:00.001+08:00

DOWN TO 2 WEEKS TILL MY DOOMSDAY.

I don't know why I'm even counting down for...

Well look on the bright side of it,

hopefully my dad would buy me an ITouch like he promised to do so for my birthday present. :D

&&&&

I just have to bear for 4 months

JUST 4 MORE MONTHS!

And I'll be on my way to a new phone PLUS AN UNLIMITED SMS PLAN!

And no more bloody PMS keypads to deal with! ^^

Yeah that should be the good side of it~

(plus getting to spend it with the ones you love:D)

As for the BAD BAD SIDE OF IT, as of MY PERSPECTIVE,

I'M GOING TO BE FREAKING 15 YEARS OLD

Yes that's right, old. -.-

And then it's just DAYS before the common tests.

And just by knowing who are the people setting the crap papers,

I'm already so freaked out by CTs already! :(

Ohkay whatever.

Today was quite okay -- School was boring, AFTER SCHOOL WAS AWESOME! :D

The lessons are crap because firstly, E MATH AND A MATH PERIODS ARE ONE AFTER ANOTHER.

And it was stupidly PARADOXAL (haha see i paid attention in English how ~~awesome~~ paradoxal it is!) because in Mr. Chye's lesson he was freaking teaching at the rate at which he's treating us like kindergarties and yeah even though it's a new topic and he said it SHOULD BE FAST AND EASY TO PICK UP I still don't get the crap he's saying.

And to make things worse, he was REALLY SLOW I want to doze off so I had NO TOTAL MOOD to pay attention at all!

A math was SO MUCH BETTER because Mdm. Halilah teaches really fast and she writes like lightning so you can't afford to cut some slack because all you can do is copy and copy and copy whatever's on the board really fast and even though it's a new topic I FULLY UNDERSTAND EVERYTHING and had never felt like dozing off.

What an achievement. :D

Mother tongue was bullshit as well!

Today was boring boring oral practice and MR. FAT POTATO kept picking on Justin BUT WE DIDN'T EVEN MAKE ANY NOISE AT ALL!

What's more he kept bombarding questions at Justin and gave really bastard comments YA FREAKING IDIOTIC YOU CAN TELL JUST BY THE WAY HE SPOKE.

So turned the tables (secretly) and was laughing real hard at his tummy/belly whatever it was so BULGING BIG it's literally like he's wearing a float or a real tyre! o.O

I thought I had a fairly good chance to sleep during English but turned out that we had to go borrow books and Aisyah&I chose "Breathless" because WE COULDN'T FIND "MY SISTER'S KEEPERS"! :(

It's alright the summary looks rather interesting though. :D

LiJian&Eugene went to borrow "Twilight" because LJ said he read it before so he don't have to go through the hassle of reading it again. How smart of him.

I took Erlia's book to read instead of reading my own but because Aisyah's reading it first so ya.. :D

Chemistry was boring!

AND I SERIOUSLY HATE MY TEACHER TO THE HOTTEST CORE OF THE EARTH BECAUSE SHE BLOODY TOLD US THE CORRECT CONCEPT OF DRAWING A BEST FIT LINE BECAUSE IT SHOULD BE CONNECTED TO EVERY FREAKING POINT INSTEAD OF DRAWING A STRAIGHT LINE ACROSS TO CONNECT THE MOST POINTS WITH ALMOST EVERY EQUAL UNCONNECTED POINTS ON EACH SIDE OF THE LINE! (if you know what I'm rambling about)

How lucky of Ze Ming to take the test today. .__.

THE AWESOME PART OF TODAY. :D

Chatted with Est&Ly after school and had heart-to-heart talks with LY!

Although we were distracted along the way by that stupid di of mine who threw peanut in my face AND IT HURTS.

Anyway talked to Ivan and Bo as well when they came over until 4pm when everyone has their own business to do.

Detention was actually fun. XD

I'm not being sarcastic or anything.

Even though I'm doing with all the seniors and I don't know every single one of them.

Started off with pushing tables with wheelies from the hall to the COE room and rearranging them.

After that we split up into 2 groups and I followed the Malay auntie with other 2 4J girls.

At first it was quite boring because we had to rearrange tables and chairs in the E-J Sec 3 classrooms and looked around people's tabletops while waiting for the garbage bag to come.

After which we were supposed to go to the auditorium to clean up but the band occupied them so we had other plans.

But we stayed in the auditorium for awhile listening to the band doing breathing exercises with the "sssssssssssss" sounds that sounded like leaking gas pipes.

We proceeded to the ex-4K classroom so we followed the mahcik up the third floor by taking the lift (WE FOLLOWED HER) and when we were about to enter the lift LAB came out of the lift and shouted at us to come out of the lift.

And then she started lecturing us about using the lifts and blah and my senior started laughing and got scolded by her because she was accused of showing disrespect. -.-

WELL NO ONE WOULD BOTHER SHOWING YOU ANY RESPECT YOU OLD BAG OF BONES HAG IT'S GOOD ENOUGH THAT WE EVEN BOTHERED TO REMAIN STANDING THERE AND LET YOU SCREAM INTO OUR FACES. AND IT WAS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS BECAUSE THE STAFF ACTUALLY ALLOWED US TO USETHE LIFT THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

But seriously it was really epic because the mahcik was still in the lift and was unsure whether to go up on her own or not so she kept pressing the door open whenever it closes and we started laughing and as for LAB I seriously wanted to LAUGH IN HER FACE because she came right up close to my face and stared at me through the nerd haggie specs and I WASN'T BEING GROSS OR ANYTHING I saw nose hairs poking out of her nostrils and HER NOSTRILS WERE FLARING AT ME and it was NOT MY FAULT that I can't help staring at it because she was the one putting her face so close to mine!

Anyway we went up the stairs after that and started ranting at her like "IT'S FREAKING AFTER SCHOOL SO HOW CAN THERE BE A MASSIVE JAM IF WE USED IT WITH NORMAL WALKING LEGS?" and "Why does she make such a bloody deal out of using lifts it's only 4 storeys high and just because she wheels around with her market-trolley that doesn't give her the right to use the lift all the time!"

The mahcik waited for us and apologised for getting us into trouble but we laughed and said it's alright because it was not her fault someone had nothing better to do than to interfere trivial businesses and the mahcik was so cute and funny! :D For the rest of my detentions I'm going to be following her. XD

We initially wanted to clean up the Geography room but it's occupied so we had no choice but to slack in the Malay Room.

The mahcik told us to stay there until she comes back and she closes the door after her in case some idiot walked past and makes a big crap out of a french fry again. .__.

So we had all the time to slack until 5pm and we started playing Scrabbles!

It was quite fun and I didn't expect to be quite good at it maybe because I used to play Word Challenge all the time. ^^

So like half the time in detention we were actually slacking and wandering around~

How fun it is than __________. Hahaha. (:

Okay that's all the crap I've unleashed for the day.

Tomorrow's gonna be another crap day with Mrs. Botox and Mr. Fantastic English CKP @ Chinatown!

Will surely update on all the crap stories I promise.

2010-02-03T20:25:00.000+08:00

RED ALERT :

REBECCA KWANG IS GOING TO FLUNK GEOGRAPHY:(

On the bright side,

3~2~10♥ A special date for a special day.

Even though there would never have to be a countdown for our love.

Last long~ ^^

2010-02-01T19:33:00.001+08:00

2 more days! <3

REBECCA KWANG IS SICKKKKKKKKKKK. :(

Sigh... I don't even know why I want to come to school for when my parents ALLOWED ME TO PON SCHOOL TODAY!

Hahaha nvm I'm very hardworking so I can't afford to cut any slack. :P

Anyway my A MATH IS SO SCREWED!

Even though today's lesson was so funny!

At least my mood is not totally gone due to my awful cold and cough.

But my voice was seriously dead in the morning!

I was so scared that when I speak halfway I will suddenly go mute!

Hahaha school sucks when you have to chiong stuffs with a leaky nose. :(

And then you have tests to sit for.

And then even though the weather's sunny and bright you're feeling like you're in winter mode. ><

Then people like DANIEL (ahem ahem) will keep asking you "Singapore very cold ah?" o.O

Then you'll be coughing damn loud in class and so ps about it. ><

RARRRR.

Today's mt was crazy as well. :D

Especially when MR. SWEET POTATO IS NOT AROUND!

Then the guys go wild.

Then everyone cannot concentrate on their work.

And then everyone has to rush through everything.

Generally it was okay since I was listening to music with Justin while writing letter and we were blasting away~

Okay gtg now peeps, Chemistry revision!

Augh speaking of which,

SCREW YOU LAH BSF. -.-

Nb go through lessons always take your own sweet time talk so slow no wonder everyone so sian in class dw pay attention.

And if we're going to screw up our Chemistry test tomorrow IT'S GOING TO BE YOUR FAULT.

Okay tatas~

2010-01-31T16:39:00.000+08:00

Everything's back as one again, hopefully. I hope there won't be another cycle coming up tomorrow. :(

Okay have to get back to revising again-.-

Sigh...

Screw life.

Sick still have to study.-.-

okay bye~

When my heart is shattering, are you even aware?

2010-01-30T21:16:00.001+08:00

Crying badly as I waited for time to pass, somehow waiting for that moment to come.

2010-01-28T19:01:00.000+08:00

Hello Thursday,

Even though it's not my favourite day of the week, but nvm. :D E maths was so weird today, especially when you have a teacher who acts as if he's the captain of a cheerleading team. o.O Didn't pay attention in Mother Tongue again, as usual, and what makes you think we're gonna be more focused when we're all still sitting together even when we're transferred all the way at the back? Hahaha. I think I laughed too much till my cramp/stitch/whatever it is came back again! Thanks uhh, Justin. Kept blabbering rubbish to me then I laughed non-stop. Okay maybe I had my share in the jokes as well.. :P I called the cher 大番薯! Because he said RAW sweet potatoes are SOFT. -.- I think either his teeth are razor-sharp or he can't differentiate between a COOKED and a RAW one. Then I told Justin about and he gave a rather big reaction... Oops! Then we were all not paying attention (because we sat all the way behind!) so Gwen started drawing a painting of a painting of a painting of a painting of a painting of a painting of a painting... Then Justin took my electric eraser to play and then he and Brian started playing with my hair clip to clip up their fringe and then used my comb to style their hair! O: Reminds me of Ken! Hahaha vain boys~ :B Watched this movie about Global Warming by Al Gore and Gwen and I mimicked his accent in his speech. ^^ He sounds like he's from Texas. O: English L.T. was quite okay I find it much easier than the mass media crap but hopefully my answers are correct lah. :P

Okay okay that's all for now I have to finish up with Chemistry then start revising PURE GEOG!!! ^^ tata~

Where are the tears?

2010-01-27T19:55:00.002+08:00

What's with the cold, muted treatment??

I somehow wish my birthday would come sooner.

Maybe somehow, that day would be a happy day.

Maybe because that's the day I could make a wish.

Maybe somehow that day would be a perfect day to cheer me up. (:

Maybe because, by then, things would be better.

Whatever it is...

22 MORE DAYS!!! O:

I hope I could survive through this term. :(

Sometimes I feel that I counting day by day but...

What's the use?

I'm not sure either.

For the sake of knowing, somehow it still exists?

Somehow I know things might stay the same?

Somehow I could be convinced everything's gonna stay that way?

Or am I living in self-denial?

Must I keep believing everything's gonna be okay so I wouldn't worry incessantly everyday?

You're really like an ancient, alien carving I'm trying hard to decipher.

Maybe this time, I will have to make the first move again.

I promise.

2010-01-25T21:43:00.004+08:00

FUCK LIFE.

2010-01-21T21:07:00.002+08:00

Busy busy life D:

NEXT WEEK ONWARDS WILL BE FILLED WITH TESTS!!!! ><

RARRR.

Anyway, today's morning assembly was quite interesting.

Compared to last year's public speaking. ^^

This sec 2 dude kept saying 'ya ya ya' after he finished every statement.

Then he said this inside joke about an angmoh (ps idk how to spell caucasian) talking to a typical s'porean student.

Here it goes...

Angmoh : (Some salutations with FLUENT, PROPER ENGLISH) What is your occupation?

Student : I study lorhh (law).

Angmoh : Oh so you want to be a lawyer?

LOL.

Epic seriously.

Today was quite boring><

ESPECIALLY CHEM!

OMFG.

Want to sleep, but I'll fall off the chair if i really dozed off.

Want to doodle to stay awake, then got the crap sub or something to watch the class. -.-

Want to try to at least pay attention but also cannot cher talk until so slow.

RARRR.

I HATE ENGLISH AND CHEM CLASS TTM.

And and and tomorrow need to stay back for hcl!!! ><

Aughhhh.

Nvm let's ditch the unhappy frowns and talk about the maniac laughters I had today!

Went to parkway with Gwen, Erlia, Jocelyn and Sharlyn today! :D

Super crazy coz we kept laughing like idiots and people around us are staring.

It's like one moment we scolded each other to act our age, then the next thing we kept making weird noises!

Went to eat lunch at Delifrance and Gwen was teaching us on social ettiquettes.

Because we're in a high-class restaurant so we had to act like one.

But ended up doing stupid things. :P

After lunch went to walk walk to Diva and Cotton On.

Then chionged home.

Okay that's all for today. (My phone charging so cannot upload now psps><)

ttfn~

2010-01-16T15:58:00.000+08:00

If life is like a miniature toy kingdom... (:

Hello world~

Finally had time to relax.

Been so busy nowadays!

Especially friday. :(

It should be the day to finally chill and for the school week to come to a slow.

Ended up having to rush here and there for lessons. .__.

And time seemed especially slow because recess is so early! ><

Last but not least, a one-hour a math lecture to kill before school dismissal.

RARRR.

And then drama-mama during cca.

Haha total crap maan.

Gonna start some serious business soon~

Can't wait. >:]

(MUA-AH-AH-AH-AH)

Okay i have to go finish up my homework already.

Then i can quickly start practising shaun's (would-be-mine) baby!

Bye now

2010-01-14T21:19:00.001+08:00

DEFINITION OF SELF-OWN

♂Ivan. says:
HAHA
yep yep

(___ no more spammage? he die liaoz?)
!Bec `러버까 says:
haha
WHO CARES?
♂Ivan. says:
oh
WE DO
cos we want arrange his funeral.
and play some happy song.

!Bec `러버까 says:
HAHA
BASKET SIAH IVAN!
♂Ivan. says:
what?
ya what
we party at his funeral
got disco music can?

!Bec `러버까 says:
HAHHAA
♂Ivan. says:
LOL
RELAX WITH THE LAUGHING
later hor.
the coffin drop
then the CDs all break.
TKS
TSK*
!Bec `러버까 says:
LOL!
♂Ivan. says:
yeah la
there will be BUFFET can?
I mean like SUSHI and MEAT and FRUITS and SALADS.

TEMPTING TO THE CORE MAN
!Bec `러버까 says:
HAHAHAHA
okay set
ivan throw party at his house
WE ALL GO

Hahaha(:

Anyway,

Happy Birthday Justin! XD

Today nearly died in school again!

Had 2 FREAKING ESSAYS to write!

RARRR

My hand pain uhh:(

Another day, another problem.

Sec 3 life seriously sucks.

Stay back everyday, so many homework, projects and tests!

Augh.

I can drop dead any second now. :(

Anyway gtg now.

I have geog, history and e math work to do!

And speaking of geog,

I CAN GRAB MY FULL GEOG TEXTBOOK AND RESOURCE BOOK AND SLAM AT ANY CHER'S FACE RIGHT NOW!

>:D

MUA-AH-AH-AH-AH.
But my mum's being my source of entertainment!
She's trying to translate everything the people said on tv into hokkien into a really weird accent.
XDXD

tata~

2010-01-11T23:41:00.001+08:00

Okay, I'll make a fast one for this. :D

Today has been totally crazy in class and everything.

Even though I think Justin's been too hyped up or something,

but I can still handle it lah. ^^

Feels like I'm back to good old 2E'09 again~!

Hahaha speaking of old,

1 MONTH 1 WEEK MORE TO MY DOOMSDAY! D:

Seriously!><

Anyway grats to all seniors (and my cousin) for their outstanding O's today!

Gah. Seeing their results makes me want to cry.

Even I can't handle a simple e math test!

RARRR and mdm halilah wants us to score 100% As???!!!

Omg that means...

REMEDIAL EVERYDAY. *gulp*

Aughhh...

Okay whatever haha my sleep is more important.

So ciao~

MATH IS YOUR MEDICINE.

2010-01-10T20:37:00.001+08:00

IF I SEE ANOTHER MATH QUESTION...

I WILL PUKE!

I SWEAR.

I wonder how could anyone survive studying double maths.

I mean, did they just separate both of them so it looks like we won't be struggling for a hard time dealing with ONE BIG THING?

And I wonder how I would survive in double a math lesson tomorrow.

And there's more.

E MATH TEST TOMORROW.

Or maybe we would just be attending extra lessons, that's all.

Haha whatever. I know I'm destined to stuck in remedial hell hole.

Even my mother thinks I should!

Haha like what kind of parent would say "You can go fail your paper so you can have remedial." -.-

I might as well hand in the paper blank!

Haha anyways, fail or pass (or deliberately failing), I'm still going to study e math later on.

HAHAHA.

I'M SUCH A NERD SUDDENLY.

Gosh i wonder why.

Haha okay it's just an excuse to get away from crapped stuffs recently.

Or maybe I became good and have a crazy urge to study after my 2-month hibernation!

Haha well if I'm the second option, I WOULDN'T BE PUKING AT MATHS.

Oh well, I'll just try my best though. :P

BYE WORLD~

2010-01-09T15:06:00.001+08:00

Haha idk why but I suddenly got my blogging mood back from somewhere. XD

Or maybe I'm too bored to do anything.

Haha anyway today's cca recruitment.

It was sort of okay, just that I ran here and there to collect the brochures.

And then watched the UGs performance(:

Haha they're quite pitiful uhh have to stand under the sun for so long and march around.O:

Then talked to some of them for awhile and walked around.

And I nearly lose my voice from talking to so many parents.

Quite an achievement still. ^^

But was quite busy lurhh cause the teacher's not around. -.-

Seemed like someone went to slack slack and got stuck in the toilet till the whole event's over and came back to tell us pack up everything.

Someone who's all talk but do nothing seriously can snap out of my life.

Okay nvm i won't give a damn about that.

Gonna go continue with e-math homework again.

Ciao~

♥Minoz the first asia fan meeting ~ First love in Singapore♥

2009-12-15T21:39:00.003+08:00

SOMEONE GIVE ME $200 TO GO TO HIS CONCERT PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TYVM WILL BE MY BEST X'MAS GIFT EVER~

DATE

21 Dec 2009

Mon, 08.00pm

DURATION

Approx 90 min

VENUE(S)

The MAX Pavillion@Singapore Expo

TICKET PRICE (EXCLUDE BOOKING FEE)

Standard - S$188, S$148, S$98

Haha ex right I know augh like my parents can let me go.

My mother always say that going for concerts = giving singers their salaries. O:

And besides, I've burnt a big big hole in both mine and their pockets already.

Haha plus there're still other essential stuffs I haven't bought yet. ><

Haha it's alright REBECCA MATHIOETAPO KWANG CAN SURVIVE. I think.

Hmmm school's gonna start soon.

I'm gonna have a new class.

Hope it'll be another 2-year crazy class :B

And I have YET to finish my ss homework!

Haha I'm sure a lot didn't even give a heck about it. O:

Awh well~

Seeya

2009-12-10T22:24:00.001+08:00

Somewhere, somehow, I'm looking out for you.

I'm bored so I guess I'll give my blog a chance for some reviving~

Been quite busy lately, especially going out to buy new year's clothing.

Wow super early i know. :B

My mother's complaining that 1/4 of the clothes are for new year and my wardrobe is already swollen with clothes. Great.

Aiish whatever that has been a constantly on-off switch in our wars. -.-

And practically I had no mood in every thing alive in this world that's why I didn't attend the SI Finals.

Sorry Mira and Ly.><

And partly I'm grounded that's why.

My mother's reason? "You fell down and grazed your hand yesterday so I'm keeping you in for safety before you get yourself rammed by some vehicles if you step out of this house."

Like i need any of that. o.O

Wooooooooooooooo i'm so freaking bored and idk how to do ss :(

Anyone know how do haha meet up and discuss lehh even though i know it's not gonna work.

Hmmmm or else i just write crap and score 10/35. :B

Woooooo quackology ftw~

HAHA.

Okay i try to find a way to right something logical on my work.

Ciao~

Thanks for changing my mind.

I'm not sure whether it's a good or bad thing.

2009-11-27T15:09:00.003+08:00

Pz made me update so yeah resurrection in progress O:

Went for bbq last friday

OHMYY had lots of fun with 2E'iians again although everything came unpredictable

Played water bomb and afiq kept shoving me into the pool.

Thanks uhh cher-.-

Pz went freaking hyper as usual see lah drank too much soft drink. ^^

Hahaha go see my fb for pics barhh:D

Okay fine i need to do something useful

because i either go out the whole day or bored at home.__.

So bored i'm doing all the ridiculous things.

Yes i crapped with a lot of people all day,

went mystery google,

went google vs. yahoo war-ring,

went to read up Midnight Sun (yeah LOL thanks for your kind suggestion cuz-.-) and halfway through it,

went to failblog,

went to FML and MLIA.

grrrrs.

I need a decent life maaan O:

haha

hmmmm

okay gtg now

going out soon again~~~~ hahaha now for random pics

2 more years and i'm on my way to BRISBANE babehh:D (hopefully..)

Idw to flirt with time i want to KILL TIME.

You've got to face all challenges before you face pure bliss. <3

2009-10-31T14:32:00.001+08:00

The Graduation Song - Vitamin C

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 25
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

La, la, la, la; yeah, yeah, yeah
La, la, la, la, we will still be friends forever

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

Awh gonna miss all of you guys maan.

Today is only the first official school holiday and i'm thinking of 2e'09♥

The times we laughed everyday like we couldn't survive without snickering at random stuffs for 1 day.

The countless times we make fun of each other and especially our teachers giving each other nicknames and laughing at every single thing and expression chers do, the science class which turned into a complete disaster because everyone was too busy laughing at Mr. Wee's expressions and words we couldn't concentrate on last minute cramming for EOYs.

The countless times we drove our teachers mad especially our english teachers the number of english teachers we had for the past 2 years, thank god Miss Tan could bear with us((: Bless you Miss Tan thanks a million for praying for us to do well for exams:D

The number of pranks we did especially the infamous string on the projector screen and poor Christ had to pull it down all the time, the times we got punished together but we didn't mind at all everyone's still secretly laughing like the times some stole stuffs from the art studio, broke a window pane, threw a duster out of the window, being rude to our teachers (duh we do that all the time) especially to Miss Nah and still laughing when Mrs Lim and all were lecturing us.

The kezillion times we would disrupt the lesson when something random pops out and laughed together.

The number of times we would run out of our seats and out of the class,

the noise level we would make and piss the teachers off, scolding us whether we are in the assembly plaza, the hall or the auditorium.

The time when our class would always laugh amongst ourselves for any random thing in the auditorium and cheered for our classmates when they received the top 3 prizes for their photos.

The infinite private jokes we would have and laugh like idiots with others staring blankly at us.

The sense of humour we have that no one would ever fathom.

Others may not know but 2E'ians CLASS OF 2009 would always be the BEST AMONG THE REST:D

1E POWER TO THE MAX!! Remember? xD

Of course fights and conflicts are inevitable.

Since we're all gonna fly to different classes next year we would probably only manage to see each other in audi during mass lectures, recess or after school but we might already be with other people.

And sorry to those i might have offended you won't forget every single one of you no matter how much i might say i hate you don't really mean it but hey if we can hate each other that much we would probably had have many fun and good memories before right? Hope you guys would forgive me for what i've done and still remember each other as part of the 2E'ians we love not hate okay? ^^

And some other random dedications :

Supergees - thanks for being a bunch of crazy hyper people and those who advised me when i poured out my woes you girls have been really fantastic stay lovely and strong together ya:D

Banditos - hey yo haha will never forget all the crazy things you guys done and thanks for sharing all the hilarious times you guys did and had even though i'm not involved in any of them you guys are awesome ya stay hyper and crazyxD

Ex TSFs - babes you've been in my past 2 major parts of the years always hanging out together, laughing and poking each other thanks for always being there for me always ready to give me a hug when i'm upset showing me concern when i'm in a foul mood sorry that you all had to endure with my extreme and unpredictable moods thanks for understanding and lend a ear to my problems i guess i always bug you guys for pouring out troubles ayye:D lol hmmm sorry for all the fights we had the countless camwhores and wars we shared hope you guys forgive me uhh sorry for leaving you guys out all of a sudden didn't mean to just so you know no matter how much we may have drifted apart i still love you all like i used to stay hyper crazy enthusiastic beautiful my sugarpops^^

Zappers - zap zap! yo guys although this clique has recently been created and i'm the newest member thanks a lot for accepting me and able to endure with my craziness uhh hahaha better have more outings together okay hahaha sorry if i irritated you guys as well hahaha paiseh uhh stay hilarious hyper maniac people xD

Mats - heyy! A big gang of hyper crazy maniac fellow you:D always poking fun of people uhh. Especially Faruq and Irsyad you two uhh really shocked me uhh pretending to cry and told me you guys just found out you're adopted hahaha tried to make me spill out my water when i was drinking and you guys made funny faces and noises just to make me laugh and choke;D and always stealing my stuffs uhh hahaha. Thanks Ridzwan for being my shi fu in Taiti even though idk how to play still hahaha been great to know you always farting and burping loudly in class taking out your socks and shoes haah will always remember this monkey in 2e:D Afiq! My bowling shi fu! xD thanks for teaching me how to bowl and got 2 strikes must be feeling proud uhh hahaha thanks again for helping me out and making me laugh better have more bowling sessions okay! Halim and Hakim! You all uhh always being hyper and crazy thanks for making me laugh at your silly antics especially Hakim always going high and crazy and singing 'Sorry Sorry' ^^ Daneesh!! My bffaye uhh sat next to me last year this year sat behind me thanks for kicking my chair to wake me up during math class and always being patient with me when i have troubles with math and science and especially when i'm always complaining not knowing how to do really appreciate for what you've done thanks for trusting me with your secret *wink wink* ;D and always make fun of each other uhh really hope to see you again in same class next year go for it dude! xD Rick! Haha gonna miss your crazy drawings and making fun of Irsyad and the rest maan:D Wish you all the best guys stay hyper and crazy immature and hilarious!
Chen and the rest - yooooo you bunch of smart einsteins! Always asking questions in class so enthusiastic in learning and dota unlike us always laughing at the teacher and the rest crazy about cs thanks for your help when i have troubles with my work all the best in going to your ideal classes stay smart and funny guysxD
Ald and the rest - boooooooooooooomz! The craziest jokers in 2E:D always laughing at chers and what they did always getting into trouble for laughing and not paying attention in class xD always asking lame questions and hearing you guys laugh i can also burst out as wellxD well hope to see you all in the same class next year too then science class won't be so boring anymore~! Stay hyper and crazy hilarious and funny guys~! xD
And last but not least LYDIA TAN LI-EN!!!
Babe although we've been close for start of term 3 only it's been really great to be with you my fave lesbo and mei will always remember the times we shared together all the secrets and blahs we're always talking about the fights we had and sorry to make you upset all the time thanks for giving me advices and listening to my troubles paiseh for always pangsehing you uhh promise to pei you after your english next week uhhxDxD Remember our ONE WAY TICKET TO BRISBANE after O's woot woot will always love you maan lucks and loads of love XOXO

2009-10-18T18:51:00.004+08:00

Ice cream

You talk to me
You speak with me
Don't sink before you rise baby
Don't fade away

You hesitate
You seem to wait
For all the time we had
Feels like a world away

Who's to say, we'll be ok
We will make it through the night
Don't wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile

Cause we're the same
And i know that we'll never change
Look i bought your favourite ice cream
I dont wanna see it melt away

If you walk out now
I don't know if we're gonna be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause i want you to stay here with me

The memories
The things we did
I locked inside my heart
Where i know i won't forget

And now, whos to say, well be ok
We will make it through the night
Dont wanna wake up in this state
I just want us both to smile

Cause were the same
And I know that we'll never change
look I bought your favorite ice ream
I dont want to see it melts away

If you walk out now
I dont know if we could be the same
Baby just talk with me
Cause I want you to stay here with me

I want you to stay here with me

I'm only me when I'm with you

Friday night beneath the stars
In a field behind your yard
You and I are painting pictures in the sky

And sometimes we don't say a thing
Just listen to the crickets sing
Everything I need is right here by my side

And I know everything about you
I don't wanna live without you

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do

Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

Just a small town boy and girl
Living in the crazy world
Trying to figure out what is and isn't true

And I don't try to hide my tears
The secrets, all my deepest fears
Through it all nobody gets me like you do

And you know everything about me
You say that you can't live without me

I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do

Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true
And I'm only me when I'm with you

When I'm with anybody else
It's so hard to be myself
And only you can tell

That I'm only up when you're not down
Don't wanna fly if you're still on the ground
It's like no matter what I do

Well, you drive me crazy half the time
The other half I'm only trying
To let you know that what I feel is true

And I'm only me
Who I wanna be
Well, I'm only me when I'm with you
With you, oh, yeah

THE 2-WEEK STRESS FACTOR AND HIATUS ARE OVER!!!

Firstly ps that i didn't update straight after exams because i have no blogging mood and been kinda busy so yeah..:X

SECONDLY EOYS ARE FINALLY OVER!!!

SO HALLELUJAH TO EVERYONE OUT THERE HAVE FUN SMILE MORE LAUGH HARDER COZ IT'S TIME TO JUMP OUT OF YOUR HOUSE TO ENJOY THE OUTDOOR SUNSHINE AND THE FRESH SCENT OF FREEDOM!!!! ;D

Haha lol okay hyper duck is back^^

After 2-weeks of tumultuous stress, literally.

So now enjoy while you can before the results came rushing back to ya :'(

Anyway just gonna add some more random things i remembered..

Monday : English paper nothing much i guess..

Tuesday : Geography! 36 pages' worth of mugging notes-.- Brybry superjoker maan wrote 'Indian Island' as his answer for the low-lying coastal area question. JUST BECAUSE IT'S SITUATED NEAR INDIAN OCEAN! O:

Wednesday : Science._. Rushing through the paper madly (tikam tikam a lot too) when 'Poker Face' by Lady Gaga sounded. So obviously everyone got distracted and laughed. At first i thought someone deliberately played it halfway through our exams but actually it was coming from the phone outside classroom. What's more JST was quite near the corridor too. Someone forgot to switch on silent mode ah;D

Thursday : Maths was HELL )): Chinese was okay okay lah... Crapped as usual and then JST come fiddle with Cryst and my calculators-.-

Friday : I SWEAR I CAN CRY WHILE WRITING THE LITERATURE PAPER. O.O Limited time = had to write a lot and fast. So i smokebomb everyday. I told Sher : "I SMOKEBOMBED MY OLD MOTHER, HALFWAY THROUGH MY BIG SISTER HAD MENTAL BLOCK, AND MY DURIAN WROTE VERY LITTLE ONLY!" -- Since when can fruits write ah? ^^

2nd Monday : Maths died on me as usual again. Someone's gonna roast me alive maan. T.T Going to fail maths~ Hope not I still want my A mathsO:

2nd Tuesday : Smokebombed History as usual but i ended forgetting all my political elections... T.T

2nd Wednesday : LAST PAPER! Halfway through my second script which was my compo my electronic dictionary died on me. T.T

Oh yeah kinda forgot my crazy woman and I did crazy mugging after every exam except for the last 2:D

Celebrated Qiang's birthday for a while after that.
Kinda epic lah well Ly and I realised that the zappers can change sex liao lah since Ly and I are lesbians lol haha then the guys are like girls maan drag drag drag dilly dally in school then can't even make up their minds for lunch at Singpost.
(And to think I was the seriously fickle one;D)
Went from Mac's to KFC to LJS to Subway-.-
Dee siao kings lah all of them went inside the fast food restuarants then ran out or otherwise the rest pangseh walked off-.-
Even went to dee siao Kan took his bag then rushed to KFC while waiting for their lunch sets to start and for Kan to realise they took his bag and come to look for us...
Hais... Crazy people. :B
Went to SHOP SHOP SHOP with beloved ly:D and while waiting for Ly's mum to come we went to Topshop to fool around try on weird clothes and laughed like idiots. Oh and we laughed at the cartoon-printed boxers too hahaa like 5 sets in total then we thought of which print is for which zapper dude:D
See even though the 2 of us went out to enjoy ourselves we still thought of those morons^^
I SWEAR I WOULD NEVER WEAR A RED TUBE DRESS TO PROM EVER MAAN LY!! :D
Had tea at Sushi Tei (thanks to Ly's mum who treated me ha:D)
Then walked down to the basement and roam around after that MRT-ed with Ly to Kallang.((:
Kay that's all the next day went to Bugis with my mum and grandma after that shopped for about 2 hours with my mum in the end i only bought 2 printed tees-.-
Nice job done Rebecca Kwang.
Haha never mind i'll go down to other places next time:D
IT'S ONLY OCTOBER!!! ^^
kay then ciao~

2009-09-27T12:23:00.002+08:00

Rebecca ♥ BOKEH. ((:

Today is SUNDAY. ((:

Well actually nothing much happened.

HAHA.

Hmmm yesterday was a BIG BIG movie marathon hahaha but I did art lah.

Today bro went out claimed that he studied but my mother thinks that he went lan. -.-

lols..

Okay gtg now need to study study study.

Soooo.

Rebecca Kwang will go on a major 3-week HIATUS so this place will be cold and dead.

Computer hiatus?

NO WAY!!!

Blog hiatus niah lah.

2009-09-25T18:10:00.001+08:00

hey there sweetpea,

Screwed up Science test yesterday, screwed up mm game today-.-

I hate that bitch maan chiong chiong chiong scold scold scold made me huan then fed up.

Anyway today is FRIDAY!!!!

Actually I got no friday mood. .__.

Hahaha listening to

Rebecca Kwang will promise to MUG HARD AND STUDY later on. Rebecca Kwang will promise to MUG HARD AND STUDY later on. Rebecca Kwang will promise to MUG HARD AND STUDY later on. Rebecca Kwang will promise to MUG HARD AND STUDY later on. Rebecca Kwang will promise to MUG HARD AND STUDY later on. Rebecca Kwang will promise to MUG HARD AND STUDY later on. Rebecca Kwang will promise to MUG HARD AND STUDY later on. Rebecca Kwang will promise to MUG HARD AND STUDY later on. Rebecca Kwang will promise to MUG HARD AND STUDY later on. Rebecca Kwang will promise to MUG HARD AND STUDY later on. Rebecca Kwang will promise to MUG HARD AND STUDY later on. Rebecca Kwang will promise to MUG HARD AND STUDY later on. Rebecca Kwang will promise to MUG HARD AND STUDY later on. Rebecca Kwang will promise to MUG HARD AND STUDY later on. Rebecca Kwang will promise to MUG HARD AND STUDY later on. Rebecca Kwang will promise to MUG HARD AND STUDY later on. Rebecca Kwang will promise to MUG HARD AND STUDY later on. Rebecca Kwang will promise to MUG HARD AND STUDY later on. Rebecca Kwang will promise to MUG HARD AND STUDY later on. Rebecca Kwang will promise to MUG HARD AND STUDY later on. Rebecca Kwang will promise to MUG HARD AND STUDY later on. Rebecca Kwang will promise to MUG HARD AND STUDY later on. Rebecca Kwang will promise to MUG HARD AND STUDY later on. Rebecca Kwang will promise to MUG HARD AND STUDY later on. Rebecca Kwang will promise to MUG HARD AND STUDY later on. Rebecca Kwang will promise to MUG HARD AND STUDY later on.

I hate the haze ttc siah.

Made me cough got asthma after 2135486464231321564 years passed and I didn't had asthma.

Then today eye red and watery nose also bo ho sei grrs...

Heeh maybe that's why I paid attention in Geography class a lot ehhs? xD

Science was getting more and more crazy.

But today's was not as crazy as yesterday's.

Because we laughed so much even dai kor wee also laughed.

Then he action action wanted to act strict or what then tried to face the board and covered his face to prevent himself from laughing.

Hahaha fail lah dai kor wee! Can only do a good job in collecting debts niah.

Hahaha joking joking.

Hmmm then during Maths quite boring lesson was more like teaching kindergarten kiddies siah the chapter. :X

Then Mrs. Lim tried to act cute or what did the action of eating a chocolate. o.O

But yesterday she totally side-tracked talked about N.E. blah must be because of what we wrote in the Maths survey ;D then talked about gambling and blah.

Hmmm recess-ed then History.

Wheee~! need to photocopy 3 chapters from Daveena on Monday. o.O uh oh...

Bryan sot one siah sang high high de then go sing Girlfriend I looked at him everyone started laughing HAHAHA. :D

Did some writing during English kinda boring...

Then Geography I concentrated a lot. :D I think. Hmmm never mind I go mug later.

Okay done for today

~~goodbye friday.~~

2009-09-24T09:44:00.000+08:00

YOYOYO. SEEPZ IS BESIDE ME AND I THINK SHE'S VERY EXTRA BECAUSE SHE ATE SWEETS. :D

HAHA JOKING^^

OI OI OI! SEE PZ HERE.

WAD THING EXTRA?

I GOT SHARE SHARE WITH YOU OKAY?

see someone so bo liao de right? ^^

today was freaking cold maan weather matches my mood.

but notta worry yo i won't stay emo for long.

go see seepz's blog about her 'powderful' hokkien "Sindellela" story.

Damn funny ttm~

"She quickly run opposite to the beh-chia-lor" then got what "Her sisters tell her to liak kar zhua then she liak"

ROFL!

Talking to Daneesh and Bryson now. :D

Cheer up yo Daneesh? coolio rocko maan be strong stay firm you want happiness you get happiness if you know how to fight for it. ^^

BE MORE SOCIABLE EHH BRYSON DING talking = NOT hooking up with a gal hahaha go for it hottie^^

heh heh. O:

I WANT TO EAT CURRY CHICKEN NOODLE MY HANDS FREEZING LATER EXPLODE LIKE COKE IN THE FREEZER. ( peizhen wants to eat too :D ) ( extra nia xD )

apparently someone so dumb go and freeze it then destroyed her own fridge-.-

kay lahh mai gong liao so sian tt bryson liao byeee~!

2009-09-23T20:09:00.002+08:00

Yo candypops!

I HAVE A NEW HOBBY WITH MY DEAR MEI : LAUGHING. :D
kay short and sweet because i need to study science soon.
Yesterday was okay super high with mei we kept shouting for our ONE WAY TICKET when we did our 'Walk for Rice'. Saw a squished rat behind the canteen. -.-
then played badminton and slacked i gave up on badminton because of incoming flailed frisbees and shuttlecocks. O.o
Science was emo-ing (whoops?) then pz gave me
this cute note that Daveena kinda crumpled it. .__. someone so high ah? O:

Spz i prefer red lah not yellow! O:

Ms tan was staring at me like there's something wrong with me because I was les-ing with mei:D

D&T was epic ttm I buffed myself my plastic flew out when I did buffing then I scraped my hand with the file for wood one. -.-

SAIL TASK WAS TERRIBLE.

Laulau and I were chionging through and totally stressed out siah. )):

Today was totally great I DIDN'T EMO FOR A SINGLE SECOND! :D

Music was boring maan stoning and writing down notes for next week's test.

Then english was okay okay i spammed pz's strawberry sweets;D

Recess was epic siah I screamed at Sherlynn ONG over the phone. ;D

Someone should thank me great right?

Then Maths was kinda tired because I was too hyper before then survived on pz's sweets again.

HCL was funny maan talking to mei the whole time tio meh by chin chow a lot didn't knew what he was talking about mei was doodling on my paper because she wants to show off to everyone that she has a ONE WAY TICKET!!!

Someone EGO right?

CE was kinda bored until I browsed through photos and went CRAZY.

7 PHOTOS OKAY??? SUPER SUPER OR DUPER DUPER? :D

Assembly was boring did 3 surveys in auditorium but it's okay I was still hyper.

Daveena kept snatching my BUNNY and claimed that it's a KANGAROO woahh what's wrong with your eyes ah? :D

Then Adrian and mei went totally nuts maan we were bitching about kk say she likes Ng then flirts with Tng because Ng was not there. HAHAA! Then mei went totally horny maan kept laughing at horny jokes WHAT IS WRONG WITH MY MEI? O:

After school did D&T just buffed all my plastic and sanded my wood buay tahan already because all the sawdust flew around went into my eyes made me sneeze.

HERE'S MY LIST OF WHAT I HAD PLANNED WITH MY DEAREST MEI!!!

#1. After graduation in 2 years' time I WILL GO OVERSEAS TO STUDY!!!

#2. I want to go to BRISBANE, AUSTRALIA to study with mei:D

#3. We will take care of each other since our parents won't be joining us. ^^

#4. We will have a ONE WAY TICKET TO AUSSIE there and will not return back to SG because we'll claim that we have to work part-time jobs to support our income and will not be able to afford another ticket back. XD

#5. In the meantime I have to promise my parents I will be more mature and independent ( yeah like what the heavens yo -.-) so I have to take up jobs like probably this year-end holidays and also to do chores (awh mann) so i can prove to you'all bigshot people that MY ONE WAY TICKET TO AUSSIE pwns all!!!! :D

kaykay I gtg now need to study science tomorrow have level test. X.x

2009-09-20T23:14:00.002+08:00

and it's all too late for things to change they're irrevocable.

Today was kinda bored went to tkg the pet's grooming centre there to pick gigi up after her grooming then walked home i can nearly die maan from carrying that fat woman.

Then my grandma and cousin Dawn came and kinda bored stared at the screen and know that i can't do anything about it how crappy is that hope things will get back to normal...

Hmmm then around evening walked with my mum, grandma and Dawn to eat dinner then Dawn and I talked talked a lot of stuffs about guys (yeah wth ttm-.-) and bitching a lot Dawn is damn cute ttm maan she wants to slap the bitches because she can't stand bitches i was telling her to chill out haha then walked back home because my uncle fetching them home then we laughed at the class photos in my yearbook then looked at hot guys which are really hot in Dawn's eyes.

Haha that crazy little girl. ;D

Dawn was awesome maan she's been through a lot of craps and she's like what? 2 years younger than me-.-

Ventured a lot horhh hahahaha..

Aughs my mum forced me to drink some stupid herbal tea which i always dreaded most and then I have to eat skittles because i can't tahan it and now i'm coughing-.-

See lah stupid tea with black gross stuff swimming and lurking like toxic and tar. O:

Today my mum and i talked random stuffs she suddenly come and talk to me about BGRs and i was giving her the -.- look then she asked me if guys got jio me i said why you so eager for me to marry off right she said no and well at least females don't go after me i was shouting "CHOY!" :D

Then i asked her if she really meant it about the overseas studying thing she said yeah if i want to study in Australia then can go lorhh but she asked me whether i can be able to cope there by myself i was like what why me go alone only wahhh then my brother will be going to NS by then so cannot go then that means i have to take care of myself and i'm not gonna do a good job out of it. -.-

Then she tell me to think about it and take my time to think it's a 2-years-later plan. O:

Weiwei you contradicting, fickle jerk one sec you said you're fat another sec you claimed you're underweight hahaha don't make you slap you on tuesday kaykaykays? xD

okay i gtg now go find something to study or blahh damn bored now bye~!

If we all have to try out a new path then i should try to accept and see whether i can find that same kind of happiness in another person?

or wait after my Os and leave this place that brought me unhappiness and everything and ultimately, forget him?

2009-09-20T17:00:00.001+08:00

augh i seriously don't know what to do he's feeling unstable right now i can't help not worrying every single freaking second about him no matter how i tell them "who cares he'll get over it sooner or later and i can't ask him what's wrong he'll ignore me" but deep down i really hope he'll just come to me and tell me his problems at least to know no matter how crashed he is there's still someone who will always be behind him he might not see it directly and feel it. and both of us know he's a real great guy and should consider him but there's already someone in my heart it's hard to forget him if you tell me to get over him he's not worthy for me i'm always disheartened and worrying and stressing and depressed because of him it's always about him i'm ruining my happiness and blah i should go for better guys like him who can give me happiness well i can't because i know that if a person can hurt me so much he can make my heart smile as much as well the kind of happiness will always be uniquely different from the others who can give me happiness.
life's messed up even though you see a change you'll have to experience the new things and that is when you know that there is a new journey up ahead the road is going to get tough at the beginning but eventually you'll be used to the rocky, steep, slippery, uncharted paths.

I'll try to live another day happy.

2009-09-19T12:14:00.000+08:00

I know you're depressed but I won't care.

I know you're yearning for someone to talk your feelings to but I won't be there.

I know you're in trouble but I won't ask what's wrong.

Because I'm not the one you want to see, not the one you want to talk to, not the one who you can talk out your troubles to, not the one to care for you, and definitely not the one who could be there for you.

I'm sorry, I'm constantly reminding myself while staring at what you've wrote, and telling myself, "Not me, it's someone else."

Whatever I've heard last night, yeah it's just a dream.

Doesn't prove anything that I meant a thing to you.

Even so, things have changed now.

For the better or for the worst, I don't know.

I just want to tell you that my heart has never been changing ever since.

I couldn't be the one helping you up when you fell.

Couldn't be the one soothing your pain.

Couldn't be the one to do anything good.

I'm an idiot. That's why you hated me.

2009-09-17T22:03:00.002+08:00

augh you nvb can you just go fly kite and get struck to death by lightning or fly away from our lives just back off you slut.

The seriously emo was back.
But it lasted early in the morning only lols.
Literature boring ttm siah doing D&T wow haha.
Then IT was slacking crap that Toh guy want us to play this IQ crap game that only people with NO IQ would play-.-
Went for recess and kudos to zee mann she can resist food temptations when all of us were eating curry chicken noodle haha.
Sherlynn was writing her trademark (or rather Yongxin's) "IMA FIRING MY LASER PEW PEW PEW!!!" on my book like FINALLY then i was jotting stuffs on my diary.
And i felt better yay!
Maybe that's why i could pay attention in maths class and understood what mrs lim said hahaha.
Science was OMPHG fun!!!
Everyone was laughing like no quack laughed at everything under the sun see the face want to laugh liao his comments more stupid and epic siah.
Then he scolded "Piece of shit" then pissed off with us because all of us laughed then we tried to control our laughter so i turned back to keep my cool when i back to normal then i turned in front but when i saw his face i laughed again omg hahaha can't stop my laughter heard qiang, daneesh and aldwin's laughter i also can laugh. In the end my face red i'm out of breath daneesh and me like almost crying lurhh hahaha can't get enough of it maan during lunch break i was still laughing when i shouted at daveena at the side gate there i sounded like some coarse duck quacking and the worse thing was there's echo then everyone stared at me even the people at the street soccer there omg paisehh ttm. >.<
but during science supp it was kind of boring not funny anymore except mr wee made some lame comment say what eye power can scan through notes and remember one then was being sarcastic to me say what 'woah nowadays no need write down can take photo ah' when i was taking snapshots of the notes for eoy geog. -.-
hais why chers always like to use sarcasm on me-.-
aughs anti-climax lah...

kkk gtg liao lah tomorrow cca again aughs stupid crapper flirt with a scary dino even ms kwong don't dare look i tell you-.-

2009-09-16T22:59:00.000+08:00

If the way you treat me is like a water tap I would always turn the left tap.

ONE STRESS FACTOR DOWN.

but still alot more to go. .__.
Haha okay today music waited for Mdm Nora outside music room.
Then she spent like half the lesson lecturing people who sat at the railing.
But no one bothered to listen to her because she talked freaking soft-.-
Then chionged english essay and i had mental block today couldn't describe things well.
Miss tan epic ttm can she went for a bazaar and was desperately pleading to get out of there after less than 20 min haha

Hmmm then after that stayed in class to finish the powerpoint and cue cards during recess then headed down.
Walked back at second floor to class gaga dragged me in front could almost see his face you know?!
Then I kept going forward faster but still cannot I screamed in exasperation didn't knew sri and liy were in front.
Oops sorry sugarladies. >.<
Then gaga and I kept screaming and decided to hold hands so freaking tight to control our emotions because we were laughing like lunatics and screaming in anger at the same time.
But when we reached the corner like at the classroom back door suddenly bumped into justin and zul then we screamed and i fell.
HAHAHA.
Suddenly outburst of emotions muchh. O:
Maths was boring ttm messaged bryan and kept looking back couldn't understand what mrs lim was talking about.
WAHH DANEESH I NEED YOUR HELP! T.T
Went for mother tongue and it was totally epic lorhh Qiang and Bry idiots lah made me tio meh by cher I never do anything is Bry kept dee siaoing me de-.-
Kept asking me stupid things then ask me all the sick stuffs laugh laugh laugh.
Gaga and I were damn bored ttm start camwhoring then we scribbled on qiang's newspapers. xD
CE went to com lab 3 again for some e-portfolio crap then that bastard come be sarcastic say what my place there is a constipating area because daveena and I were stuck on what to write about ourselves-.-
lame lah that guy no life de.
Chionged to change then changed back to uniform want to put bag in 2D then saw sher, bel, lau and cryst running back ran back to change again-.-
SHERLYNN AH! GIVE PRECISE ORDERS NEXT TIME! XD
Aughs pw huge huge trepidation. o.o
Our group screwed up the entire freaking thing lah especially me my voice come out like ... bee buzz?
zzz
I hate my stage fright wish this phobia can just disappear. T.T
But cryst looked really sad lorhh that's a great thing^^ and then impromptu was crap-ass as well-.-
grrx then after that kor's group to present wonder how gigg and derek overcame their fears. o.O
Then went for break before shift 2 began and we were late, as usual.
We didn't pay attention to the rest of the groups and watched derek play jason's itouch.
Then we got really engrossed in our own little space at the dark corner and I played tap tap with derek against isabel.
haha funny siah then sherlynn don't want to concede defeat she kept insisting that derek has the advantage because he plays the trumpet. xD
then ran in ran out of the classroom and laughed laughed laughed kor over-exaggerated when gao qing said "Noooooooo".
Haha their group power lahhhxD
then finally over and walked to bus stop with sher, lau, bel, weirui and gaius. xD
then weirui thought bel likes kj then sher, lau and i laughed like crazy sher said she would stay in jurong if bel decides tostay in pasir ris and steads with kj.
ROFL! >.<

okayy i gtg now augh sian to do maths the freaking mean median and mode what crap lah and ce e-portfolio.
yoo ciaos~

i want to wake up from this dilemma

i want to exactly know how you're feeling and thinking

I don't want people to build my confidence up.

But right now.

I felt my spirits crushed down again.

Oh well.

It'll never stop...

2009-09-14T18:54:00.009+08:00

Willing to trade anything for happiness. Pure happiness of a young innocent child.

She never slows down.

She doesn't know why but she knows that when she's all alone,

feels like it's all coming down.

She won't turn around.

The shadows are long and she fears if she cries that first tear,

the tears will not stop raining down.

So stand in the rain.

Stand your ground.

Stand up when it's all crashing down.

You stand through the pain.

You won't drown.

And one day, what's lost can be found.

You stand in the rain.

She won't make a sound.

Alone in this fight with herself and the fears whispering if she stands she'll fall down.

She wants to be found.

The only way out it through everything she's running from

wants to give up and lie down.

So stand in the rain.

Stand your ground.

Stand up when it's all crashing down.

You stand through the pain.

You won't drown.

And one day, what's lost can be found.

You stand in the rain.

So stand in the rain.

Stand your ground.

Stand up when it's all crashing down.

You stand through the pain.

You won't drown.

And one day, what's lost can be found.

So stand in the rain.

Stand your ground.

Stand up when it's all crashing down.

You stand through the pain.

You won't drown.

And one day, what' lost can be found.

You stand in the rain.

Stand in the rain - Superchick

Well this was the song ga~mei was blasting just now at bel's house.

Boom`boom`boom!

Today is to commemorate guys or what huh main topic was about guys today.

Hahah weiwei looked so buay song when i said 'Guys are complicated!' too loudly.

Hahaha kay sorry to those that i might have offended i know i was kind of really exasperated today.

okay okay don't think about guys too much kay?

don't let memories and past and whatever you or they have done hold you all back.

just move forward like you always should even though you can't see the bright side of it. -.-

because i'm dragging my half-dead body and trying to put everything in that box and leave it somewhere near me but out of my sight just walk ahead don't look at the box don't think about that box just gooooo.

and and and i won't care or think so much about him now pooooo i have better things to do and more things to think of like maths augh. -.-
and i'll carry that campaign forwards with sherlynn. right? :D
hahaha if he's hot and cold to you forget it go for the brother because he's totally 100% HOT right right? ^^
kay that one doesn't apply for me. .__.
okay lah can't talk much i have d&t to chiong by today and geog still a long long way to 100% done *groans...*
no i have to do lots of stuffs and chiong like crap okayyyy. T.T
bye doodlejellies~

2009-09-13T21:53:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ~~BITCH~~ GIGI!!!

:D:D:D:D

thirteenseptemberohnine`13♥09♥09

Now you're officially 2 years old (which is actually the same age as me. O:) stop doing crazy things like scratching the wooden furniture, barking for no reason at me early in the morning, running around like some mad freak and knocking me down LOLS.

Okay?

Hahaha kay lah i know you damn good liao (in my mother's eyes-.-)

look at her giant lollipop. DAMN CHIO RIGHT? D: she tore it siah that madhatter. >.<

tomorrow school's starting. T.T

no more slacking

no more sleeping ins

no more peace haha as in more shouting and noisy classroom

hahah kay i don't want to start a 'no more' list.

weee~!

still partly some work undone.

kay i gtg sleep already it's late!!! >.<

bye folks seeya~

wish i've taken a picture of us.

at least a decent one that i won't foolishly went to delete it.

2009-09-10T15:21:00.001+08:00

Waiting alone for your return back home.

I HAVE ENOUGH OF MATHS. .__.

I think Jay-kay crazy ttm can;D

Love shading so much this year's 19th Oct jie give you colouring book as prez kaykay? O:

Hahahaha.

Hais have to try to finish maths by TODAY.

And there's still english and geography and of course.

D&T. T.T

wahhhh.

Tan wei is seriously crazy ttm:D

Talking about how being a ♀ is so much better than being a ♂.

Apparently according to the many many different type of clothes girls can choose from.

Someone so vain sehh. :D

kkkk.

And i know i'm wasting time lah.

No need nag at me. .__.

I can nag at myself and it's enough.

LOLS.

And it doesn't work obviously.

okay.

Chiong maths now.

~~ttyn~~

2009-09-09T19:52:00.004+08:00

How many hearts must I put for you to appear?

2nd holiday study group . ;)

Flu epidemic is backk. )):

Today met Laurentia at Mac's and waited for the rest to arrive.

Because we're all late. O:

Then I'm very very happy that i managed to concentrate alot (most of the time hehehehe) on maths because most of the time I would be slacking away while doing maths.

Even though I didn't finish the freaking paper (OBVIOUSLY).

And i suddenly have the urge to finish it.

WOW.

Okay then after that Isabel left for her 3-hour math tuition o.O and we headed off to Parkway.

Then went to Roxy Square with Laurentia to photocopy some homework.

Then left Gaga. ((:

(actually she pangseh us de. T.T)

Then sherlynn ONG became crazy she wants candid shots of herself.

hahah funny siah.

Then dashed to Old Chang Kee like idiots (all because of sherlynn lah! ^^) for FOOD.

Random right?

Random people do random things. xD

Then crystal went home Sherlynn and I sat at the recreational waterfall there.

Talked about stupid things we encountered with and played with the larder or foam (idk how to spell my english is not as awesome as sherlynn's .__.) and ended up with chlorine-flavoured hands.

Then went to the toilet between Dorothy Perkins and Mphosis (hahah we love the toilet okay it's awesome because it has those studio mirrors, a full length mirror and a very chio red model on the wall. :D)

Went back to the bus stop to wait for Gaga.

But i headed home first.

Wee~! okay i wanna go study maths now.

But now i'm spamming laughter with Daveena.

Because i challenged her to laugh non-stop during the whole entire duration before the world's going to end~

To see whether we can last as long as the time when we're all gonna die at 17. o.O

So obviously we'll die earlier than the world if we're gonna laugh like idiots. ^~^

okay dumb dumb suggestion~~

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