and it's all too late for things to change they're irrevocable.

Today was kinda bored went to tkg the pet's grooming centre there to pick gigi up after her grooming then walked home i can nearly die maan from carrying that fat woman.

Then my grandma and cousin Dawn came and kinda bored stared at the screen and know that i can't do anything about it how crappy is that hope things will get back to normal...

Hmmm then around evening walked with my mum, grandma and Dawn to eat dinner then Dawn and I talked talked a lot of stuffs about guys (yeah wth ttm-.-) and bitching a lot Dawn is damn cute ttm maan she wants to slap the bitches because she can't stand bitches i was telling her to chill out haha then walked back home because my uncle fetching them home then we laughed at the class photos in my yearbook then looked at hot guys which are really hot in Dawn's eyes.

Haha that crazy little girl. ;D

Dawn was awesome maan she's been through a lot of craps and she's like what? 2 years younger than me-.-

Ventured a lot horhh hahahaha..

Aughs my mum forced me to drink some stupid herbal tea which i always dreaded most and then I have to eat skittles because i can't tahan it and now i'm coughing-.-

See lah stupid tea with black gross stuff swimming and lurking like toxic and tar. O:

Today my mum and i talked random stuffs she suddenly come and talk to me about BGRs and i was giving her the -.- look then she asked me if guys got jio me i said why you so eager for me to marry off right she said no and well at least females don't go after me i was shouting "CHOY!" :D

Then i asked her if she really meant it about the overseas studying thing she said yeah if i want to study in Australia then can go lorhh but she asked me whether i can be able to cope there by myself i was like what why me go alone only wahhh then my brother will be going to NS by then so cannot go then that means i have to take care of myself and i'm not gonna do a good job out of it. -.-

Then she tell me to think about it and take my time to think it's a 2-years-later plan. O:

Weiwei you contradicting, fickle jerk one sec you said you're fat another sec you claimed you're underweight hahaha don't make you slap you on tuesday kaykaykays? xD

okay i gtg now go find something to study or blahh damn bored now bye~!

 If we all have to try out a new path then i should try to accept and see whether i can find that same kind of happiness in another person?

or wait after my Os and leave this place that brought me unhappiness and everything and ultimately, forget him?