Wee~
NDP Celebration tomorrow.
RED RED RED For the WIN!!!
I won't say for the fail this time. ;D
oh how great.
blogger wants to hide the toolbar again.
so i can't post any freaking pictures. )):
and how does spz achieve that??? D:
oh today was stupid as usual.
restless and stressed out.
restless coz i slept for __ hours i don't even know and could nearly sleep in the audi just now.
stressed out coz alot of problems like didn't study for science level test today.
and more problems
yeah.
and rebecca knows that she has officially flunked 2 tests today. .__.
and today was really tiring.
like super sick and tired of the same things happening everyday.
rebecca wants her freedom.
rebecca doesn't wanna evade away from her troubles anymore, if she could even do that.
rebecca wanna jump inside the ocean and learn to swim by herself.
which directly means she wants to drown herself.
rebecca is afraid that her mood swings are coming back to her again.
rebecca is as depressed and pissed and ___________ and hopeless and bemused as gaga. )):
rebecca wants to go out desperately.
anyone but ________.
anyone to talk to but _________.
rebecca feels that she is being used all along.
rebecca wants to untangle herself out of this mess.
rebecca wants to shout 'PHUCK OFF' to _________.
rebecca wants a confrontation.
anything.
just to free herself from all this crap.
rebecca wants to get back to normal again before common tests approach.
rebecca wants to know why she couldn't bring herself to do bitchy things.
rebecca knows that ranting alone doesn't help matters.
rebecca really wishes that she could elope, migrate, whatever.
just to get the hell out of here.
rebecca is having controversies alongside with her lovepops.
rebecca wants to see ______________________________________________________________.
rebecca wants to see ______________________________________________________________ desperately.
rebecca wants to see ______________________________________________________________ very desperately.
rebecca wants to see ______________________________________________________________ very VERY desperately.
rebecca wants to see ______________________________________________________________ VERY VERY VERY DESPERATELY.
rebecca wants ____________________________ and not _________________________________.
rebecca wants to stop imagining things.
rebecca's morale is low enough to take anymore trauma.
rebecca needs her guardian angel desperately.
rebecca is not acting emo now.
rebecca is just desperate.
rebecca is just making a really long and frustrating wish list.
rebecca knows that death is inviting, peaceful. life is sheer torture.
rebecca wants to turn back time.
rebecca is at lost.
rebecca really don't know what to do now.
rebecca wishes that _______________________________________ would talk to her.
rebecca wants to thrash blogger.
rebecca knows that she has to stop this nonsense and thrashy things.
weee!
after celebration hang out tomorrow!!!
with ceddie and ivan and shannen and hui shiii!!!
to tampines and dunno what to do there. ((:
haha.
oh crapp.
i forgot everything about dealing with the video cam.
well just hope that i won't destroy it or something...
wa haha!
i'm gonna do candid filming at priceless expressions tomorrow!
so people like DABIRB.
you.
watch.
out.
uhh. ((:
okay.
now to find something to do.
byeeee~