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Crazy 15th♥

Rebecca (Mathioetapo) Kwang,
A&T♥
descends to earth on February 18th, 1995.
TK ~~2E'09~~ 3E'10!
Still waiting for my ONE-WAY TICKET thank you;
I love spongebob and bugs bunny because they have big teeth :B
I less than three you~

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I've went through all these, and i'm not giving up just yet. Monday, August 17, 2009 `Super !Duck

REBECCA KWANG IS ON HIATUS.
WILL BE BACK ON FRIDAY.

coz screw someone who postponed the test till Friday coz of some football match on Thursday.
Wow.
Soccer match. -.-
Sorry not a big fan in kicking balls. o.O
hehe.
now for the 'Rebecca wants' again.

Rebecca wants to stop time.
To shut herself out from everything.
Rebecca wants to freeze life and all.
Rebecca wants that significant remote control to press that stop button.
Rebecca wants to revert back in time.
Rebecca wants to plug out her thumbdrive-brain and erase everything.
Rebecca wants to stop hopping from predicament to predicament.
Rebecca wants to stop all these silly nonsense and dilemma.
Rebecca wishes that she has no feelings at all.
Rebecca wishes she can just freaking have a crying outburst,
and get over it asap.
Rebecca wants to focus on her Geography or else she'll be roasted-toasted tomorrow.
Rebecca wants to be as carefree as Gigi. )):
Rebecca wishes she won't be an idiot and think and do crazy stuffs ever again.
Rebecca wonders why she's doing all this for.
Rebecca hates her name.
Rebecca hates herself for falling for this.
Hates herself for falling inside this hole.
And hates herself for almost falling sick because of that.
Rebecca can't stop thinking of unneccesary things.
Rebecca can't believe that she has no mood to mug for the first time.
Rebecca doesn't wanna care, feel, think, see, hear. Anything.
Wake me up from inside, anyone.
Please carry me up once again, i need a hand.
I don't need a brainwash, i need a heartwash. )):
Please, someone?
I don't wanna live in fear for sudden outbursts or overwhelming wave of mixed emotions.
I don't wanna live in depression and hopelessness.
I don't wanna live in regret and devoid of happiness.
I'm a pessimist enough.
I don't need anymore negativity in my life anymore.
I don't wanna live in doubts, misplaced trusts, lingering memories and
I
DON'T
WANNA
LAG
BEHIND
WHILE
THAT
PERSON
HAD
PROBABLY
MOVED
ON
ALREADY.

Kay time to mug.
And chiong ttm~
bye and ciao jellypops.