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Rebecca (Mathioetapo) Kwang,
A&T♥
descends to earth on February 18th, 1995.
TK ~~2E'09~~ 3E'10!
Still waiting for my ONE-WAY TICKET thank you;
I love spongebob and bugs bunny because they have big teeth :B
I less than three you~

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Monday, August 31, 2009 `Super !Duck

No angels could beat your smile glowing in my heart.

Weee my fever's gone..

I think.

But i still have cough and flu.

hais.

anyway yesterday went to Isabel's second home (as viewed from Mr. Krypton) - the weird vintage looking clubhouse to meet up with Cryst, Sher, Lau and Isa.

Well i have to admit that it rocks ttm.

But it's freaking dark because no one knows how to on the damn lights (except for the security guards).

Then we sneaked into one of the function rooms.

And obviously i'm the one fooling around and playing with a balloon and wrote 'Awesomest' on it. ;D

Then i wrote crap on cardboards and stuffs.

Hehe sorry ladies.

I'll be on task tomorrow ehhs, promise hook a pinky kay? ;D

Then we got drove out of the room and settled on the sofa lounge outside instead.

So much comfortable.

Can't believe a bunch of 14-year-olds got driven out to give way to some kiddies. -.-

Then went to parkway for lunch at Mos Burger.

And then we laughed like idiots because of what Sher told us about her section outings.

hahahaha.

Damn epic lah the guys.

Then we left Lau and Isa and headed off to Tampines. ((:

So it's a 45-min journey on bus 31.

Then Sher, Cryst and I stoned and i nearly dozed off.

Man i should never stone when i listen to music siah.

I didn't realise that i was tearing when i was staring out at the window and listening to '21 Guns'.

And i was not being emo lorhh because 21 GUNS IS NOT AN EMO SONG. O:

Haha.

Random...

Then my mum spam call me on the way. -.-

Bought my bag then followed Cryst around to search for her stuffs.

Then i chionged MRT to Tanah Merah to meet my mum.

Then went to City Hall to meet my aunt.

Then took bus to somewhere for the Baby Shower thing.

And the food was weird man i threw food to Ben and Manda then to my bro.

Haha.

So epic.

Then went home and laughed with my cousins like siao.

Laughed until my stomach and spleen hurts siah.

Then went home and i got fever.

Haha.

I'm more epic.

Then went to sleep and luckily my fever gone off the next morning.

Because i kept telling my mum that i want to drag my god-damned body to school no matter what.

Then i slacked in the control room and laughed at everyone doing the Hoedown Throwdown today.

Then i laughed laughed laughed when Kumar took a video of Mr. Wee doing the Hoedown Throwdown

and crystal said he was 2 beats behind.

haha.

This year's concert was EPIC.

All music performances de.

Then Ridz came back!!!

Haha.

He's still as nice and friendly as before. ((:

Then went to khs and slacked there.

Tan Wei so epic funneh ttm. ;D

CHI LI SHAN AND TAN YUN QI ARE CRAZY WOMEN TOO. ;P

I can get heat stroke today. o.O

Some one hao lian fever just over go run here run there.

Then slap slap slap. o.O

Then went up and down to look for Mrs. Lim.

And Kor and I went to find Du lao shi but he actually wanted to eat the cake.

haha.

Then headed to Leisure Park.

So freaking sian ttm.

Luckily got Di to pei me. ((:

Then the rest went to Kor's house then Di and I slacked at bus stop until 4.30pm.

Haha coz i beg him to let me go home or else i fall sick again and die.

hmmm idk what's wrong with you,

or the problem's with me.

Or maybe i just don't get what you're thinking.

And i never knew what's in your mind all along.

I've been angry and sad today for god damn what reason.

Seeing you upset it pains me to the core.

Seeing you happy should make me cheer up as well.

But somehow,

today i felt really negative.

Maybe i shouldn't have went,

you treated me invisible.

idk why and what made you like that today.

Because today this is not you.

Today i don't feel that you're the one i'll always have fun with last time.

Maybe you're having mood swings.

Maybe i was hallucinating too much.

I want to help you so much,

but it seems like i'm making things far too worse for you.

Whoops, sorry about that.

I'm just too self-conscious and introverted.

And i'm sorry if i've done anything wrong today.

Okay no need to care about this whole piece of crap.

Let's move on!

Instructions:

Go to this link: http://mct421.deviantart.com/art/Question-Meme-Generator-69266481 Fill it out as asked.

Copy each question and answer them.

1. Describe Sherlynn in one word.

AWESOMEST!
3. What do you think of Tan Wei?

= Epic (when he thinks he's macho and hot. ;D)
3. What would you do if you hadn't met Lydia?

No gaga = no meaning in life. T.T

hehe.

I love GAGA ttm~
4. What would you do without Yu Qiang?

No one will teach me how to play guitar. Boo.

And cannot hear his _______ cry. O:
5. What is Isabel's favorite TV show or movie?

Idk. Watching ________ sing barhh. ^^
6. Daveena suddenly knows all your secrets. What do you have to say about that?

She knows all of them already. ((: See i trust her so much.
7. Does Laurentia make you hot?

Haha. Her split makes me think SHE's hot. ;)
8. Is Dillon your best friend?

Yeah duh. My best slapping-face friend. .__.
9. Would you open a mystery gift Crystal just gave you, without much hesitation?

Wait must press every area, throw on the floor to see if it explodes then use bazooka to make it explode open.

Haha joking lah. She nearly tricked me with the 'Magic Candy' last time siahh. )):
10. Do you trust Jinn-Kye?

Yeah i think. Haha. My Di what, obviously right?

Kay bye lovebugs.

Sunday, August 30, 2009 `Super !Duck

REBECCA KWANG WILL BLOG WHEN SHE

IS FEELING BETTER.

SHALL GO AND REST NOW TILL 37.7 DROPS...

tata~

Saturday, August 29, 2009 `Super !Duck

woah...
flu again. -.-
yesterday was worse my mum thought i cried or what my eyes so red and swollen.
Then want ban me from using contact.
walao..
what logic is this..
zzz
she so weird nowadays.
just now scold scold scold my brother.
then scold me when i never do anything.
few days ago say go tamp.
yesterday say see how first.
today say don't want.
just now say later go.

then now never go liao i ask her why say want then don't want come kb me.
what's her prob siah.
weather too hot is it.
then her internal heat shoot up.
what phuck lah. -.-
parents nowadays deprived is it.
come ki siao then vent on us.
always give me false hopes. -.-
I WANT MY BAG!!!!!!

kay need call cryst and laurentia they all to see whether can postpone pw to tuesday.
and go watch mj's concert.
weee~
bye peps.

Friday, August 28, 2009 `Super !Duck

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ~~LOSER~~ NOEL KWANG.

Haha now that you're official 17th,

act like one horh.

So don't snatch com and fight with me. ;D

Went out to eat dinner.

Then ended up eating at Coffee Club.

And the place there sucks. )):

Kay then i buay tahan with my mother's sarcasm. -.-

Science was so epic.

Because all the properties are the same and applies to almost everything.

So just spam all the points in. -.-

We were surprised that Mr. Wee managed to finish everything on time before someone stands at the door.

But actually she disappeared off to somewhere.

Then blamed on Kumar. -.-

Went to listen to Qiang and Kenneth sing and play guitar but they mumble rubbish one that's why sing until so soft.

Haha.

History was epic. :X

Nich. C is IMBA IMBA IMBA.

Full marks sehh. :O

English was kinda boring.

Watched this mini clip 'For the Birds'. ((:

MizT watched it 1911241254210562 times and can still laugh.

And obviously, our oral presentation was epic as well. ((:

Geography was super sian shio.

Got 14.5/25 niah.

Damn sian....

Dabird so pro can get 22, then Zul 22.5. O.o

Daneesh pro lorhh can change his marks from fail to pass.

So zai.

Stayed back with Gaga while waiting for Laurentia and Cryst to finish their choir.

Then slacked in canteen. :D

Finally went up to com lab to do missionmaker.

But i placed 1 actor inside the jail niah then give up liao went back down.

Slacked there walked around then air hugged Halim, laugh with Jef because he's my awesome BFF. ((:

Then became hyper and smiled at everyone i know.

Haha.

Sadistic...

Does this look like sand? ((:

But it's actually my dog's biscuits. LOLS.

Then now it looks like milo.

And i hate this mudpie. O:

Kay bye idios.

I'm in a freaking bad mood now.

I've been missing you crazy. How do you sleep? Thursday, August 27, 2009 `Super !Duck

Throw away all the unhappy moments. Live for tomorrow.

Hey doodlebirds.

Today it's emo-sian day.

Coz it's one day before my bro's birthday.

Haha.

Joking joking.

Weee~ tomorrow go eat Sushi Tei to celebrate his birthday.

But i have to stay back for MissionMaker. -.-

Sian.

Okay today was so epic.

Coz everyone laughed at the duck's airhug. )):

Sorry lah ducks can't fly right?

zzz

Then during attire check and we laughed at Dabird because someone hao lian act stubborn don't want to take out earrings in the end kena caught.

Haha.

See don't listen to us lah. :P

Kay (___) then was freaking sian coz some noob gave us an extra mark for a 1 mark question then my A2 drop to B3. T.T

But the overall B4 lah.

1 mark only.

1 freaking mark.

aughs.

Then during IT i spent 1h to adjust props from a freaking ball to a flat board.

Well done, Rebecca Kwang.

You have proved to everyone how much you can do in 1h. -.-

Hcl was zzz writing notes to Gaga when she's besides me and didn't complete my work haha.

Kinda happy i passed maths. ((:

But sian coz dunno which person bo liao go set the paper so chim.

Then still come say is our fault. -.-

Then bry and qiang went damn hyper even though qiang failed and bry got 27 wtf and

DANEESH GOT 31....!!!! T.T

Laurentia got 32 i think. o.O

I see my mere 23.5 want cry liao.

Haha joking joking.

Kay(___) i will work harder next time.

But the people who set the papers better not work on the paper too hard. -.-

And we'll form a study group during the hols.

Then we'll literally work damn hard in a library and proper, proper keep the hell shut.

then after that we can relax and unwind after a day of studying. ((:

weee fun fun fun.

Kay(___) then during science was DAMN CRAZY.

Coz we have to put dry ice in the balloons then tie it up and let it inflate by itself.

Then i hao lian go use my own hands to put the ice into the balloon.

Then in the end i kena ice burn. -.-

Until now my hands still throbbing.

And the balloons inflated like so freaking big 4 balloons bursted by itself.

Then everyone cannot focus on the lesson coz kena distracted by the balloons liao.

Then me and dabird edged so far away from the balloon at the edge of the table haha.

After lesson everyone wielded their pens and whatever sharp stationeries they have and started aiming at the balloons.

LOLS.

I HATE SCHNEIDER KEE FOR BURSTING MY BALLOON. )):

Rick very poor thing lorh the balloon practically burst in front of his face then the dry ice exploded everywhere and he inhaled the dry ice smoke like so freaking pain siah. O:

Before.

(With all the frost underneath. o.O)

Nearing the trepidation of massive balloon and dry ice explosion...

Zul and Nich. C's 'papaya' balloon. :B

Someone gave my bro a birthday present in advance. ;D

I like the guy drawing siah.

Stayed for science remedial then went for mission maker.

YAY rebecca kwang has improved she is able to complete almost 2 mission stages in 1-1.5 hour. :D

Cheeros~

Okay i gtg now to discuss the tv prop with Cryst.

Toodas~

Another day without you with me,

is like a blade that cuts right through me.

But i can wait,

i can wait forever.

When you call my heart stops beating.

When you're gone it won't stop bleeding.

I can wait,

i can wait forever.

How have you been lately? Wednesday, August 26, 2009 `Super !Duck

No matter how close we are there is always a barrier in between.

Today was freaking boring.

That's because i know i'm going to fail maths. T.T

And the worst thing is i hadn't got back yet.

So the ordeal is really really baaaaad. )):

Got back summary today.

And my score sucked ttc. )):

16 only.

Compared to Lalat Ong's 22.5 i want to cry already can.

Haha.

Fell asleep during HCL.

Hehe.

Oh and my precious 78 drooped to 76. T.T

zzz

Went for some random MOE survey that took off 1 period of CE. :D

Then ST dressed like for some formal occasion i want to laugh my tears out haha.

PW was screwed because everyone forgot their lines.

Then Sherlynn and I went impromptu and said random stuffs.

Like Botox Surgery!

And stuffs like that.

Sometimes i cannot tahan this crazy lalat and her wacky ideas. ^^

And she brought her awesome Acer laptop to school today.

But i still prefer Apple IMac. ((:

Whoops.

Stayed back to do Mission Maker with Laurentia and i practically asked Zag, Christ and Mr. Hazli only.

Mr. Toh can't teach de. -.-

Hehe.

Because Rebecca Kwang always like to complicate things and make people scratch heads and go 'Huh?' ;P
And there're still more things left untouched.
Go figure.
But it's okay we can pass our PW project.
Because...
~~because...~~
~~because...~~
sherlynn has a BIG & AWESOME EGO.
O: wow! ;D

Okay gtg now because i want to sleep EARLY tonight. ((:

Taa~

~~i know you all like to see my head crack.~~

~~So that's explains the incessant pestering huh?~~

~~O.o~~

~~Headache ftf. zzz~~

This is how i feel now. Should i drop and leave it? Tuesday, August 25, 2009 `Super !Duck

Today is super sianness Tuesday.

Coz Rebecca Kwang is down with big cold and headache. T.T

And do you know how freaking irritating it is?

It's like i'm about to develop a fever but not really that uncomfortable tte yet.

And it ruined everything no matter how great today was, i think.

Like no reactions when i had attained 38 marks for science.

No mood to go hyper coz Gaga's back.

Struggling with portfolio like hell today due to throbbing head.

zzz

Then i fell 9745010379214017415710 times coz of Aces Dance. )):
And somebody don't know how to lift me up and ended up dragging me to the ground again. -.-
Very awesome.
Then the guys were like freaking wacky coz they danced and sang as awesome as Miley Cyrus.
Well seriously i find her voice very weird.
Haha no offence MC fans out there. o.O
D&T was abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwXYZ. )):
I want to thank Mr. Juffri 2561085210561340524456 times for helping to salvage my design. ^~^

Coz sawdust was floating around in mid-air and went into my eyes. T.T
And made my flu worse.
That's helpful.
Went to audi during MWP and slacked there. ((:
Then stoned from 2-4pm before CCA starts. -.-
Coz Ah Ber Girl wants to pull me to see her ION's oral schedule and i thought the surname was CHIH. o.O
Slacked in com lab and my head suffered more while racking more brain juice.

Kay (___) that's all i think.
Augustthirty-firsttwoohohnine is when someone is turning 14. :D
Happy 14th in 6 days' advance babe! :B

Kay (___) now for some random photos.

The all new chio Lalat Ong. :D
(with my Cad bro posing at the back)

Someone vented out his frustration using equations after Maths Common Test. ((:

Candiiiiid. O:

This is so freaking cute can. haha. Especially when it's RED. ^~^

More quotes with end of post.

Still struggling with my phenomenon.

Should i revert back to those happy times?

Forget about the present predicament?

Or advance for a better hope of the future,

wishing that everything was not i thought it seemed to be?

If only... Everything is so predictable. Monday, August 24, 2009 `Super !Duck

If life's an amusement park...

Howdy earthlings,

just a short post here.

I'm starting to love blogger's new editor colours.

It's freaking nice.

And i'm lazy to migrate to xanga. ;D

And btw,

Awesomest aka Lalat Ong showed me a really epic Cadbury Eyebrows Spoof she'd taken of HAKIM!!!

http://www.facebook.com/home.php?ref=logo#/video/video.php?v=1151895489583&comments

Super funny okay.

I was laughing like no mummy.

But my mum was asking me why i'm laughing like some shit-ass.

Okay. lols.

Hakim the super EPIC.

And Sher says i'm his sis.

Hehe.

Hello there,

I am Hakim's sis coz my signature looks like the word Cadbury. :D

Haha.
Okay.
Gtg now
toodles you cheesecake people with extra whipped cream on top. ;D

Had a feeling that i've been treated like a toy all along, is it too late to realise that? `Super !Duck

We used to frolic together. But now without you sitting with me on the swing, fun and happiness are meaningless to me.

THANK YOU SEE PEI ZHEN FOR TELLING ME ABOUT THE FREAKING NEW EDITOR THING. ((:

8 more days people.

8 more freaking days.

Weeee~

Rebecca Kwang can hardly wait. ;D

Those people who know please don't kaypoh and keep it to yourself horhh.

Hehe.

I know i'm crazy to keep going on about it.

Today is well, totally normal i think.

Without Gaga life can never be crazy. )):

So get your lazybum back to school GAGA! :D

Morning was freaking cold.

And i felt emptiness in me when the morning cool breeze swept past me as i walked to school.

And i can't feel the warmth embracing tight around me anymore... O:

Okay enough quackings (random talk).

Then Cryst, Dabird and Laulau and I were talking about rock and roll.

Then from wheel to roll.

Then some crazy talks about wheelbar(roll).

Haha.

Crazy doughnuts.

And i hereby deduced that extra people love extra mints. :D

Then i was 'wee'ing all the way like an asshole.

Yeah.

HAHA.

Then during art those 2 craziots kept playing with my ~~vibrator~~/~~shaver~~/eraser.

And we don't wanna start painting so we slacked.

Then lit was, WOAH.

BURNT MY EYES.

All the crazy colours.

Then i got 18/25.

Kinda happy. :D

Coz i practically wrote crap about the money.

Then recess was stupid too.

Some crazy bird want to make me glue myself to the seat coz i was risking my butt to be landed on the ground with a thud!

Then this same insane bird made me spill milo on the floor and made a fool out of myself in front of him. -.-

How nice.

English was boring ttm.

Coz we have a final portfolio to do and we are the 1st to present our PW Powerpoint slides. T.T

Then blur queens like Shoewear, me truly and Cryst made cher go ki siao during mt.

coz we were asking stupid questions and laughing like pigstys.

If that make any sense.

And i couldn't believe i got A1 for mt.

Haha.

lols.

epic.

Bet next year if i continue with my HCL i'll fail until my mum dunno me lurhh. O:

And i can't believe i payed attention during Maths and History.

Haha.

`Super !Duck for the ~~fail~~ win!

Joking joking. ;D

Then went to KFC at Kallang for lunch with Sher and Bel.

Then i kept arguing with Tan Wei to go back next tuesday.

LOLS.

Then listened to them talking about their sections, especially Ong Ong's :D

Now i know why [guy who owns japanese foam-soap product] meant a great big thing to her.

haha.

Then bus-ed 16 home together.

Hmmmm had a bad phenomenon.

Really bad.

Felt that i've been an idiot all along.

Okay.

Maybe should stop thinking about it.

It'll proper, total freak me out. o.O

Woah blood on my arm!!!

Better go clean it up before I smell the stupid metal smell.

Tata~
P.S. Kenneth Neo don't be a biii-ass can haha.
You crazy fella you. ;D

Oh yeah. Zee just told me that this two fantasy couples officially steaded.
haha.
Super huge LOL.
I know crazy people like Cryst will be freaking happy.
Coz it's finally Bella and Edward together and proper, proper together with all those lovey-dovey quacks.
o.O

Well, stop giving me fantasies. Create miracles. Miracles that do exist in reality.

Sunday, August 23, 2009 `Super !Duck

I hate the damn toolbar.
Screw you.
Okay.
I am jealous of BRYSON DING. ((:
Studying for his driver's license. T.T
haha.
what's so nice about a busy cosmopolitan city huh?
So stressed out...
Might as well jump here jump there to different places,
rather than settling down.
LOLS.

i had a huge obsession with Jesse Mccartney again.
zzz
kay random random sidetrack.
Now imbacca kwang has to study as hard as nich. chen (yeah right!)
for freaking eoys.
or everyone will start a massacre.
which is,
to proper, proper kill me. T.T
kay bye doughnuts with extra whipped cream. ;P

Swollen inside, but who could actually look deep within? Friday, August 21, 2009 `Super !Duck

Just because my hiatus is over.
That doesn't mean i have the mood to blog now.
So goodbye and good day.
I know you all are blasting coz CTs are over.
So if you want someone to wreck your mood.
Come find me.
I'll freaking wreck up your mood.
Proper, proper kill your bloody mood.

Or else,
I need peace and quiet.

I don't need more spaces to fill in my head.
It's another story of my life.
Why???

I just stepped on another mine.
And stupidly screwed myself up again.

I've went through all these, and i'm not giving up just yet. Monday, August 17, 2009 `Super !Duck

REBECCA KWANG IS ON HIATUS.
WILL BE BACK ON FRIDAY.

coz screw someone who postponed the test till Friday coz of some football match on Thursday.
Wow.
Soccer match. -.-
Sorry not a big fan in kicking balls. o.O
hehe.
now for the 'Rebecca wants' again.

Rebecca wants to stop time.
To shut herself out from everything.
Rebecca wants to freeze life and all.
Rebecca wants that significant remote control to press that stop button.
Rebecca wants to revert back in time.
Rebecca wants to plug out her thumbdrive-brain and erase everything.
Rebecca wants to stop hopping from predicament to predicament.
Rebecca wants to stop all these silly nonsense and dilemma.
Rebecca wishes that she has no feelings at all.
Rebecca wishes she can just freaking have a crying outburst,
and get over it asap.
Rebecca wants to focus on her Geography or else she'll be roasted-toasted tomorrow.
Rebecca wants to be as carefree as Gigi. )):
Rebecca wishes she won't be an idiot and think and do crazy stuffs ever again.
Rebecca wonders why she's doing all this for.
Rebecca hates her name.
Rebecca hates herself for falling for this.
Hates herself for falling inside this hole.
And hates herself for almost falling sick because of that.
Rebecca can't stop thinking of unneccesary things.
Rebecca can't believe that she has no mood to mug for the first time.
Rebecca doesn't wanna care, feel, think, see, hear. Anything.
Wake me up from inside, anyone.
Please carry me up once again, i need a hand.
I don't need a brainwash, i need a heartwash. )):
Please, someone?
I don't wanna live in fear for sudden outbursts or overwhelming wave of mixed emotions.
I don't wanna live in depression and hopelessness.
I don't wanna live in regret and devoid of happiness.
I'm a pessimist enough.
I don't need anymore negativity in my life anymore.
I don't wanna live in doubts, misplaced trusts, lingering memories and
I
DON'T
WANNA
LAG
BEHIND
WHILE
THAT
PERSON
HAD
PROBABLY
MOVED
ON
ALREADY.

Kay time to mug.
And chiong ttm~
bye and ciao jellypops.

Ironic-fied Life. .__. Friday, August 14, 2009 `Super !Duck

Beyonce - Sweet Dreams

(Turn The Lights On)
Every night I rush to my bed
With hopes that maybe Ill get a chance to see you
When i close my eyes
Im going out of my head
Lost in a fairytale
Can you hold my hands and be my guide

clouds filled with stars
cover your skies
and i hope it rains
you're the perfect lullaby
what kinda dream is this

You could be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
My guilty pleasure I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here
Ill be floating on air cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you

I mention you when I say my prayers
I wrap you around around all of my thoughts
Boy you're my temporary high
I wish that when I wake up youre there
To wrap your arms around me for real
And tell me youll stay by side

clouds filled with
stars cover your skies
and i hope it rains
you're the perfect lullaby
what kinda dream is this

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
My guilty pleasure I ain't going no where,
Baby long as you're here
Ill be floating on air cause you're my
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you

tattoo your name across my heart
so it will remain
not even death can make us part
what kind of dream is this?!

You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you
Sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Somebody pinch me, your love's too good to be true
My guilty pleasure I ain't going no where
Baby long as you're here
Ill be floating on air cause you're my,
You can be a sweet dream or a beautiful nightmare
Either way I, don't wanna wake up from you

------------------------extra sidetracked post O:------------------------------------
ohh boo.
i felt abit blur when you suddenly talked to me.
i thought you were planning to leave me alone for the rest of our lives?
and then now you're not talking.
how weird can you get uhh.
or is it just how the way your mind works that makes me lagging a step behind all the time?
well, things are JUST this ironical.
when i thought i'll decide to give things up,
to focus on other stuffs,
to forget about you.
you come and add light inside me again.
and then leave it lit and left.
just like that.
the lighted area is empty.
yeah that's how i feel.
just when i can forget about stuffs,
things just go this wacky.
and i'm back to square one.
how fun.
this is all boo-crap.
i don't get what you're thinking now.
you're just weird.
plain weird.
i'm not scolding or blaming you at all for anything.
i'm just asking,
why life is so phucked up?
can't stop messing my life.
just when things are starting to untangle slowly,
everything became chaotic again.
i don't need a complicated life to deal with, i just want to lead a simple one.
((:

Hmmm and thanks Andrea, JayL, Pz and Cryst & many many more people.
:D
I'll just continue doing what i should do.
And hopefully our friendship remained close as ever. (:

I put the pieces together and got the picture. `Super !Duck

But still i don't get what you're thinking.
Well you should know what the title means.
I think.
Lols.
Aughs.
Ivan was right.
The darned toolbar's playing hide-and-seek with me.
Stop playing around with me, you poop!
haha.
anyway.

DA BIRD! says:
cannot ):
so sian
i hate humans
humanities*
Rebecca! 러버까 says:
haha
you hate humans
daBIRD hates humans
coz humans can't fly
and they don't have feathers. )):

Haha.
Bird hates humans
coz they steal their eggs, their nests and bangs them dead.
and that's why they poo on their heads ehh? ((:

Whoops.
sidetracked.
okay.
today was epicly-weird.
as in i have that sorta friday mood but i can't really feel it.
lols.
hmmm.

probably today was really kinda rush.
Like from science to maths to even recess to history to english to geog.
Phew.
Mr. Wee was like totally stressed out coz he's scared of xxx xxxx. ((:
Can tell from his shirt ayyes.
And he needs to finish up all his revision with us.
Which is obviously very very epic.
And we all laughed when Mrs. Lim was smiling at the door.
Haha.
Sarcasm detected.
Then maths was.. urm. crappish.
yeapps.

then recess.
could hardly take a good breather maanx.
and history was kinda rushed too.

And english was abcde okay.
we scolded Miz.T coz she gave us summary to do which is not even going to be marked by the upstairs people in the first place.
So we wasted our papers and inks and brain juices and correction tapes for no reason. -.-
and she was talking about UP suddenly.
and says that Russell is cute.
YEAH OBVIOUS HE'S CUTE.
HE IS CEDRIC WEI OKAY. ((:
HAHA.
AND DUG'S CUTE TOO.
SQUIRRELS!!!! xD
Miz.T says that the squirrel-sensitive canines are psychopaths.
Like what's the big deal about squirrels?
And the Chipmunked-Alpha((:
That's like totally random uhh.
and REBECCA KWANG LOVES RANDOMNESS TTM OKAYYE((:
Rick was freaking bastard okay he was like 'Aye Irsyad' then put the pink paper on the PW presentation thing on his face.
And i was omfg-wtf??? rick is soooooo. haha. unbelievable mann.
and ridz hole-punched his hair.
and sherlynn was doing the new HOLE-PUNCH-CHER!!!
First you trace out a hole in the air, then you punch it through and then you put all your fingers together faced up.
So next time you wanna call any teachers you'll be like 'CHER CHER CHER!!!' and do that oh-so-vulgar 'makan' hand sign to them.
LOLS.
And sherlynn was like saying 'Aye cher today my middle finger keeps pointing up and can't bend ah. So you won't mind right'
ROARS.
all the craziers.
:D

kay geog.
aughs.
i was practically busy the whole lesson.
With both my brain and hands.
And i'm proud to put my mind off somewhere for awhile.
But my level tests were so screwed up again.
Lit 14/25
Science 19/30
Geog 15.5/25
i wanna bang head liao lah sherlynn. )):
Then rick and faruq were using rubberbands and staple bullets to shoot people.
And the expression on rick's face when the rubberband recoiled back on his hand was LOLLOLLOL worhh.
nearly made me lose total control of myself when i burst laughing.

Went to Video World for lunch with Gaga, Pei Zhen and Crystal.
Gaga is crazy she's talking so softly like she's the only one listening and she was repeating things.
And i was asking everyone if i should remain crazy in my thoughts.
But luckily i chose studying to put my mind of that issue.
Went back to school and pestered Mr. Wee for help on formulae. )):

Then went to 2A for oral. o.O
I tried on JayL's cool specs but i look weird in them.
haha.
maybe too big for me.
but still.
black frames ftw~
*haha yeah i'm sick of my white one already((:*
Oral was kinda okay.
Mrs. Li was kinda scared of the thunder.
OR ELSE. o.O
and i had to pause coz of the roar as well.
and REBECCA KWANG IS A DUMBDUCK no matter how freaking easy the passage was she could still say wrong words.
and i talked a whole load of crap about the issue Suicidal.
WOAHHH.
I don't wanna suicide liao.
I can choose to either tear off all those science and maths notes,
or tear off my hair. ((:

and when i saw Zhao lao shi outside 2G i was OMG.
haha!
then i was like omg those people who got him gg...?
i can see cher's bored face liao.
he's 'whatever' face.
>.> ehh?
hmmm and the way hakim holds the phone when he talks is weird.
i thought he was taking my phone for fun.
haha.

went plaza sing with Pei Zhen, Gaga and Yu Qiang.
To buy that eraser thing thing Aldwin had today.
And CRYSTAL lim said it was a xxxxxxxx. o.O
WOAH girl, go for a brainwash ahh. ((:
Pz thinks it's fun walking around Daiso.
Looking at all the weird weird things.
(and oh screw blogger i can't upload pics here you'll have to go to that zha bor's blog to see[:)
but walking around with a heavy bag ain't fun.
2 files and 2 textbooks. T.T

Ate KFC and bus-ed 16 home.

okay. end of day.

tata jellybeans~
i'm off ta mug mug mug.
and probably could keep my mind busy from unnecessary things for awhile. ((:
aweeeeee someeee peopleeeeeeeeee.

The toolbar's back again! Happy happy((: Thursday, August 13, 2009 `Super !Duck

Hmmm. Happy-ness? I'm totally bemused. .__.
Love hurts too, Mr. Jayye.

Okay.
Those deleted posts shall be the first and last time you'll ever get to see them. ((:
Coz next time uhh, we'll just do face-to-face confrontation.
45 minutes of sitting in a circle like some cult talking.
HAHA.
Kinda funny.
But got some kay-pohs uhh.
Come disturb us.
Haha.
Climb up and down the stairs.
And i would like to thank alotsa people who made this whole thing turn out well;D
I think JayL is very very pro at peace-making and confrontations lorhh.
haha.
So i guess that everything's been too messy.
But horhh.
I don't wanna like go near him, let alone talk to him.
Regardless whether he seriously knows or not.
I damn freaked out liao. o.O
Some people should know what i mean uhh. (:

SEP programme is crap.
CRAP CRAP CRAP!
Well at least it's better than the Hoedown Throwdown. o.O
Coz it's like a western-texas style.
And it's a DANCE.
which means i'll sprain my ankle, trip and fall 9850028653410820 times.
Yeah.
And PMS-Botox is seriously crazy.
His stunts are seriously omg laugh-till-your-pants-drop okay.
I laughed till my stomach hurt like no living trees today.
Coz i was busy buying Kenneth, Yu Qiang and Bryan.
And obviously snatching from The 'Awesome' and Isabel.
And thinking of crazy nicknames for them. ;D

Maths was totally screwed up maanx.
Mrs. Lim made us memorise ALL the formulae for mensuration. T.T
Rick and Faruq are like damn bastard.
Kept telling people the wrong answer.
HAHA.
Jackers.
So funny. ;D

Science was very zzz.
And Mr. Wee is like what zhao lao shi said,
XYZ!
He tried to raise his voice in a weird way.
And i was laughing like an idiot with daneesh when he cleans the whiteboard.
Haha. Bobbing!
Okay, don't be so evil.
Then he kept ranting at us for whatever reason.
Like we did a bad job at every question.
Which is like the WHOLE PAPER.
LOLS.
Eh please horhh.
I think the english vocabulary used in the paper is really ABCD lorh.
haha. (don't use XYZ. >.<)
Dunno who's the cher who sets it.
Please ahh.
Be MORE SPECIFIC in the question part.
Later we all lose our marks for nothing.
Then scold us for not reading the question CAREFULLY.
And the truth is, you guys didn't set the questions CAREFULLY.
I can tell it OBVIOUSLY from how the answers are phrased.
Haha.
Okay lah.
I didn't mean to discriminate or something, coz my english is no better off too. ;P
Just kinda fed up at losing my marks for nothing.
But at least i didn't fail!
Scored 19/30.
I know it sucks.
But still.
Who else to blame for?
haha!
And he despises his own form class for lacking common sense or something. -.- And i told MizT before that she should teach him english or something.
Haha.
No offense.
Kay bye.
I go buy back people. T.T

Conclusion:
guys are really weird people. ;D

tata gummies;

`Super !Duck

I looked into the mirror,
and saw my true colours.

Woah finally the toolbar come out.
But i'm not uploading any picture.
School com lag lag de.
lol!
ffs ttm uhh. ((:
buy here buy there.
change nick like siao.
so fun ^^
Awesome is pissed with me for 'poaching' her pets.
[ AWESOMEST SAYS : GLAD YOU KNOW. ]

BUT I WILL BUY EVERYONE BACK FROM THE TREACHEROUS STICK IDC!!!

THIS IS CRYSTAL HERE.
LET'S PAR-TAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY! :D

craziers & awesomeans

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